Trying to overcome

I am still trying to overcome myself... for all the stuff in uni. I believed it is the life biggest challenge that i have so far. Trying to finished my 101 report and log book tidy up and get it ready for submission on monday. Hopefully can get it done by later then i shall try and play around with my java the trees coding so that i can excel in the lab test tml.

Oh ya and friends that are with me last friday, I am so sorry... i know i lost my temper when i dun get a good result i hope that your can understand and forgive me. I am not good at controlling my temp as everyone is scoring and i am the only one left behind... I still cannot get used to the seeing others score while i dun life... I am being pampered in poly i guess... always being the top scorer amoung my friends and class...

I can't stand it now but i will try to score and get motivated to study or maybe just get used to not being a top scorer as long as results are good enough to pass... which path should i choose i dun know. paths a have nice rewards at the end but it is tough and rocky road... path b have nice smooth road but the end rewards is as good as nothing.... I really dun know... I need to hear more advices...