I am BROKE....

I am really really broke now...... After all the KL trip stuff are done i am super broke now... so i guess i need to start tuition asap when i return from KL.... but will not be earning that much liao... last few sem was earning like 340 per month but now i currently only have 1 which is 220 nia... so sad arh...

But then i am looking forward to my trip though... but i am trying to get some funding for my life after KL trip cause i think my current saving is already down to 2 digit liao... so sad right... haha cause my 1.2K was given to my mummy for save keeping cause i know i cannot save... haha

Christmas is in the air...

Christmas is in the air... counting down in less than an hour time christmas will be here!!!
MeRry ChRiStMaS Everyone!!!
haha today have a christmas party with the AMK Family Service Centre Childcare Basic de children... By basic i mean child between the age of 7 to 12. It is really noisy when you put 16 kids in one bus... lol... they chat and chat like never ending... lol... it is quite cool... and I get to chat with this kid that is in Pri 2 promting to Pri 3 next year he knows a lot of stuff he is like the big brother in the gang... When we ask him u want Ice-Cream??? You know la... kids where got say NO to ice-cream de?? but he did when ask for reasons he said he just recovered from cough... i was like ... such a nice kid... he even know things like hot air float cold air sink... and alot of other things as well ... it was really a wow wow for me.. when we are back in the childcare after the christmas party he ask us to call his dad and when we tell him ur dad say he is reaching.. and he said why so long and we said maybe traffic jam and guess what he say?? Does he come from office if yes there will not be jam cause he will be travelling from KPE and KPE no jam one... i was like his kid knows a lot... if taken with great care will be one of the top student in Singapore.. haha... and i learn a new version of Nobody from them... 2 version infact both got to do with Swine flu... haha... so nice... hehe...

Version No 1.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCi8z1eXT58
Version No 2.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fw09Zr3t2v8
Enjoy!!!!!

Back to PeiCai

Today got a chance to go back to my sec school... it is so nice... but the environment is too new to me cause they undergo prime and the whole school is hack down for renovation... Alumni going back to your school but with a new environment that is totally new to you will feel abit wired... lol...

I get to see Ms Lee my maths teacher during my sec 3 and 4 period... haha really great to see her around... haha hope that i still got the chances to go back but i also hope my student can sucessfully transfer to ZhongHua Sec... dots right?? hazi nvm la.....

I think any school you go to will be the same really depends on how the mindset was... as long as you are hardworking enough you can still make it... to poly and then to uni although not recommanded... haha... cause i feel super emo and sad ever since i go to uni...

lol... i wil find days that i am free to go back to school... =)

So unlucky

My student is so freaking unlucky... She is just 3 marks below the cut off point to enter to ZhongHua Sec but we decided to give it a try and choose it as our 1st choice but then it was rejected and given as our Second choice which is Peicai Sec...

Well Peicai Sec is not bad either but i am worried if it is a rainy weather then the route to school is not very good as it is not very ideal... as compare to ZhongHua Sec.

ZhongHua Sec was a better choice as it is not only closer to our house but also they offer Express course subject like Mathematics and Chinese to Normal Academic student... I think this is very good cause a student might not score well in Science but can be very good in Maths and Chinese so it is not so good if they are stream into purely Normal Academic subject....

I help her to appeal to ZhongHua Sec liao but not too sure if we can get it but i can tell you that the chances are super low so if we get it i can only say that it is super lucky lor... But i doubt so as her luck was not that good for the transistion of Primary to Secondary progress... =.=

The feeling of quality time is so ....

I loved it when i get to spent quality time with nothing to worry be it with my friends or family it is just simply the best thing that one can ever have in life!!!



This holidays i am going to make it a meaningful one as i hope that i can get some stuff done like cleaning up the house =D and of course some others like get more involved in my CCA which is the Welfare Service Club.



hmm... lets look back what i have done for the past one week!!!

Tue: 1st day of holidays: Attended training for WSC TCS program for year 2010
Wed: Accompany daddy to his NUH appointment
Thurs: Meet up with uni friends for a buffet lunch @ yuki yaki... and found out that desmond is a good cook... haha... then meet up with my friend from SIM (get to know her in my previous job @popular) to go to the book fair.... nice and big!!!
Fri: Staying home doing some simple housework... hmm....
Sat: Went out with my poly friends to electronic fair and then to movie... the movie totally sucks!!! haha althought they spend a lot time making it but seriously it is bad...
Sun: Today was busy cleaning up the house... Mum and I clean up my whole room from the wall to floor... haha it is now so clean except all the drawers and cupboards...:P

hmm... Really looking forward to tml activity with the kids ... it is christmas event by NTU for the Kids... will update soon..........

Holiday!!!

Holiday is good!!! 2 days of holiday already made feel relax.... haha....
Day 1: I went to training session for the new WSC TCS programme
Day 2: Accompany my dad to NUH for his appointment...

I am happy cause Doctor say that dun need to go back for appointment, just need to go poly clinic to get medication can liao =) good right???

Happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tml will be a fun day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11.30am meeting Uni friend for lunch till 5pm
then 7pm meeting my work friends for popular book feast.... hmm.... actually i feel like going to all the fair!!!! Popular , Wastons and also electronics... haha

I am so tired!!!

I am so tired!!!
I have sleep liao but yet i am still very de tired... I dun know why but then i am just super tired la.... This is not very good sign... cause i know my body the best.... Once i start to feel super tired and mood swing then i am going to fall sick soon.... I need to hang it there... at least till everything is over.... i feel like sleeping....

I am Pissed up

I am freaking pissed off by the DDP.... SO many things to do yet i seems to be not in the right track!!!

Life is so freaking screwed up....

Life is so freaking screwed up!!! I am so tired with DDP and School... =.=

hmm... DDP turns out bad cause i really feel that i did not do much and i dun know how the grade is going to be like.. i want at least a B for it =.= I hope that this sem my gpa can up till 3 at least a 3rd class should put me in a good mood to study next sem...

That day have dinner with my god-father, Carol and Ada. It was a nice one... =) Guess what my god-father say: " I was about to tell Carol, How come this Mandy never ask us out for dinner for so long ?" Then the next day i sms him liao... lolx... Cause we always meet up each other min 3 days
Day 1: CNY, Day 2: Sem 1 break, Day 3: Sem 2 break.

Haha...Although it is just a meet up and catch up how is life going and blah blah blah... I told him liao ask the project manager can write to the school and let me join them for IA... Haha really wished to go back there so that it is near my house and i know the ppl there so dun need to adopt to a new environment again.... Even grad i dun mind joining them for a few years lor... then after then go towards my dream job at NYP... provided they take me in la... XD

i just need to endure another 3 sem of studies and FYP. IAP i hope it is okie... so add up another 2 years ... and i will get out of hell... but who knows... The things that awaits you is it Hell or Heaven?? They are just one line away right??? :x

haha okie enough of emo liao... I going home soon to find the mood to do log book.... =.=

Well... Well.. Well

DDP is not hard to pass but hard to score....
Anyway.... I feel that in DDP i am not doing anything much... You see i only did the hardware part and the software part i am only giving advices that how the algo should be like and blah blah blah.... It is as good as not coding anything lor... =.=
SO i am pretty worried about the assessment cause i cannot understand how the thing is going to be like...
I trying my best to come up with diagram so that we can do a bit on the log book ... but then alot of things i really dunno what to write and what to do leh...
Hazi.. and feeling like never do anything much then i also quite scared... what if the prof ask something and i cannot ans... T_T

let's keep the fingers crossed and i can get it up running over the week and really for assessment by tue then we have wed to do log and get to know what part we are doing each...

DDPing

Hazi... Althoguh the exam is over but the semester is not over yet!!! I still have this project: Design & Development Project to be done in the comming weeks.... This holiday although most ppl will be enjoying but poor me need to go back to school to do the stupid project... Exam are f*cking screwed up and totally not in the mood to do the DDP seriously... but then i have got no choice but to carry on...

We advance the DDP date to today and when i went a a tea break just now guess who i saw??? Adam!!! Freak la... Really dun feel like saying hi to him cause his paper is the most Freak de... I totally cannot do much about it!!! 1st time in my live my maths is that chui till i cannot even do a single qn... although some parts are correct but i really cannot do it... I will be dam freaking happy if i can get a D lor and if i get C and above i think it is all the job of the GOD... Really hoping for an A, 3B's and 3C's a lot but i think it is all gone liao... T_T

DDP is okie but i dun like to do it .... cause i am really not good neither am i in the mood to do so.... I want my holiday.... but guess what i dun think i have anymore holiday till i grad... okie la... maybe got but sure less then 1 month... see arh... this holidays at 1st 1month+ but due to DDP left 2weeks+ the next one at 1st 3months but due to IAP it become lesser then 1month, the next one after that is FYP time... do u think u got the mood to relax...

very time ppl ask me what is the most regret thing in life.... i would say entering NTU and ppl will say .... I cannot even get in an u regret u got in? haha believed me u will not want to get in.. I wonder did anyone survey the drop out rate of uni... I think it is dam high la... =.= I am hanging there is because i hope to complete uni... and end up in a dream job soon.... Everytime ppl say Peicai not good then my student de father will say who say not good?? See i also study all the way to uni... haha if i drop out of uni what will it be??? haha... last time we always joke that we will grad with PHD during poly... means : Poly half way drop out... I think it is hard to get it but now i think grad with UHD is easy... a new degree... haha uni halfway drop out....

well prehaps i am too tired to do any thing now that why i am talking a lot of rubbish!!! lol got to go DDP again... haiz

Yeppie!!!

Another Wish that came true!!! haha daddy brought me a computer chair just now in the afternoon!!! It is the kind of net chair that is full back support de... It is so nice... but i cannot get the plastic out yet cause have not get the cover for the chair yet!!!

Today when to buy a dict EL - Chinese de... and then i got a ring binding like of puncher... =) next time can do the ring binding myself... lol

The good thing is that i saw that my tuition kid seems to work harder after the PSLE result is out ... I asked her to do the Sec 1 expressed maths and she really sit there and work even i ask her to rest... she just drink a cup of water and she is back to work liao... so hard working right??? If she is that hardworking before her PSLE... she would have made it to a better.... hazi..... It is all over liao... so nevermind ba

I am dissappointed

I am so disappointed... With a lot of things.... With my own exam progress and my student exam result... The PSLE result that was released today.... I am so dissappointed as i think she did not put in enough effort or maybe is because this year PSLE student are doing too well that pull down her score!!! But happy for her is that although the PSLE Maths'09 is difficult but then she managed to score an A but quite dissappointed with her science ... she only got a C i was expecting at least a B or so but maybe her EL not that good that she cannot understand the qn or that is because it is her last paper and she not in the mood to the paper....

My A hope fly away liao!!!!

Sad Sad.... my CBC811 de A fly away liao!!! My MCQ got 50% i dunno how to do... then i all try my luck!!! Hopefully my luck is good!!! lol i also dun know ...

Nvm... 3 down and i am going to go for another 3 the next 2 days... and finally 1st dec...
but after thurs i can rest half a day then fri start working again....

Exam!!!

The most import few weeks in the academic year 09/10 Semester 1 is here. Already 2 out of the 6 papers are over. I am stressed out now cause I spend too much time for project work and i am now too short of time to study for my papers!!!

2 of the papers are already screwed up by me due to the insufficent revision....
I really regret it but then i am too tired to do anything!!! I know that i am responsible for my own study! But then i just cannot get down to study!!! WTH right ??? I can't even control my body and mind....

Tue is my elective and I hope that i can score better in that hopefully an A. Cause ever since I enter NTU, I have not been getting any A. This A will give me some moral boost!!! I need to get some boost before i can work as hard as i do when it comes to exam days. whereby i can start preparing even 1 month be4 exam!!! But i just can't do it now!!!

I am aiming for 3B's, 3C's and 1 A. this will hopefully pull up my GPA a bit!!! I still hope that i can earn a 3rd class for myself!!!!

CSI, I like.....

Haha... It is the 1st time in NTU that i like a subject... haha it is my elective so nice.... today i went to the guest lecturer's lecture and it is so interesting... I finally get some hands on to do today... The guy from Singapore Police Force Crime Scene Investigation Unit give us a chance to do finger printing... haha you might find it boring both it is quite satisfying when you can do a nice finger printing... it is not as easy as doing finger printing on paper with those ink.... lol

As today we forcus on white surface, We only get to try using black powder to do finger printing.. and it rather cool.... unlike all the CSI we see on TV... the equipment used to do the powdering was some magnetic pen kind of thing... and guess what is the powder??? Rmb those iron filling that we used in physics lab when we are back in Sec??? haha that is the so call black powder... it is so cool right??? haha....

So cool!!! how i wished can have it as I , II and even III just like the language!!! haha ... it is so cool!!!!

Well... Well... Well...

hmm... It is another day wasted... I planned to study for my exam de but i just cannot concentrate i see lecture notes then i start to have the zzzz de feeling liao... haiz...

One good news, My student the one that i just started teaching some where in sept or Aug cannot rmb... have a great improvment in the results and i am happy for her cause she won herself $150 bucks. Cause her grandma bet $50 for every A she score and her dad being more encouraging bet $100. and Now scoring 79 which is an A won her $150 bucks in total and i am not too sure about her other subject... lol... so good right how you hope that you have grandparents and parents like that back in ur pri right?? cause last time A is so simple... lol... but nowadays, I can tell you their Maths is really a big .... Lets just take the PSLE qn this year for example.... It is like impossible for them to sloved the qn la... as in the method they have learn is insufficent... i still rmb i learn that method in sec 2.... lol it is so zzz for those that set the paper la... ya challenging but then they dun even know how to sloved it cause the method is not tot be4. So MOE should look into it ... it is ridiculus to ask student solved qn with method that have not been taught somemore they are only pri school kids...

Cause i know in uni although we meet with this kind of situation very often but then it is of no use to complain... cause uni promotes self-learning but yet i dun know why the school fee so x since it is more of self learn... lol ... like my 208 lecturer... lecture teach you: 1 pizza for $1. tutorial ask you: 1 pizza for $1, so how much does 10 pizza cost? and then exam ask you: 3 pizza and 4 apples cost $25, 1 apple cost $5. How much does each pizza cost? lol can see the link ?? haha he always like to use pizza till i so bored and never go his lesson ... lol ... nvm....

I think i better get back to study my 208 liao... hope to complete it by today but i think not possible cause i only left with 15mins for today... lol

OMG!!!

Counting down to exam it is only 1 week and only my elective and 208 is half way done!!! the others liao 206,183, 184and 106 is totally not done yet !!! How how how???

I really want to sit down and study but the moment i open my book i want to sleep... and now i trying new way of study that i will not sleep which is multi tasking.... haha I dun know how come... This is how i am studying now: "Lecture Video + facebook game " haha so i will not sleep cause i playing game ma... and the info did get through as i am listening... i am a kind of listen person.. i can rmb some parts if i listen so if i pay attention i can do well this is reflected in my maths results from young. cause i only pay attention in my maths classes during pri, sec and poly life... haha.... but ever since i enter uni study is no longer interesting to me... i start to play around with this and that... what to do?? I am like that .... and i feel that i sleep a lot nowadays... and rather worry cause every time i feel that i sleep a lot it is often = I am getting sick soon.... This is a very bad time to get sick so i am trying not to get sick as much as possible..

okie... i shall go back to my video lecture liao...

I need a Remedy

Can someone provide me with a remedy that could help me to settle down and study??? lol... I think no one can provide me with this remedy right?? haha...

But really cannot settle down to put 100% of my energy on studying... I am so pissed with it... It is so =.= that i cannot settle down to study.... so tired....

Anyway, we want it to be able to complete my study of lecture notes by this weekend... it is so like mission impossible.... hazi.... what to do??? I think better i go and study ba.....

Moody day

Yup.... Yet another moody day.... Oh ya... the trip after ddp is postphone to jan.... =) so good... cause the hotel and flights everything is cheaper.... :P

Exam is due in last then 10 days and yet i totally not in the mood to settle down to study... other then travelling time but u cannot expect me to travel here and there and study in the train right... lol.... anyway... i must settle down and study no matter what... and going to pray again i guess... shall do it the same way like my elective de quiz.... haha... at least can score... i want to score at least an A and the rest B.... so that my gpa can increased and hopefully can get to 3.1 or 3.2.... I know it is a bit too much but i believed that if i worked hard enough it is not a mission impossible as others can do it... so can i.... always believed in myself right??? haha that is what i always told my student but it is not that easily done as the years goes by... lol ....

Closure!!!

Yup! I am going on to Closure.... So sorry for friends that are not in NTU, We got to get lost of touch in maybe 1 months?? haha 1 Nov till 1Dec. Cause i need to have closure... for my Exam... lol... Yup 1 month of Exam preparation and Exam. It is not any easy stuff.... cause your know la... from young i had never study so hard in life... lol... other then the O's... But looking back... PSLE, O's and poly is just like a having fun.... So sometimes, i see ppl happily laughing or what when they revise in group, i always want to say to them: "Don't laugh too early, Uni life is gonna be ..... "I can only say it is almost like the 18th level of HELL... Yeah i know it is bad to discribie it this way but i really feel it this way... lol....

Never in my life have i worked so hard and yet there is not much sence of achievement... it is like..... zzzz.... okie... nvm... I am gonna study hard and also play hard after Exam... After Exam still got DDP.... But after DDP my friends wants to go to KL and genting... I really feel like going... but i think the day they going to set off is my 'sis' Secondary one posting and reporting to school day. Yeah her bro can accompany her, but will he wants to??? And her grandma is dignose with Cancer just a few days ago and it is said that the cancerous cells is too big to be removed... she can only undergo treatment... it is really saddening to see a kid at such a tender age going through so much... i know friends is important for kids like her, but i really wants her to get away with her primary school friends cause i got a feeling is that they are not a good company for her.... Her grandma is in unstable condition now... as in no one will know what will happen after the treatment right??? But i really pray hard that GOD will acutally give her the will power and get cured of Cancer... it is definately sad.... How many of ur out there stopped having a mum around at a tender age of about 4. And she grew up with her father, although she gets to see her mum once in a while but very seldom. And the dad is working so hard to provide them with the best.... so her grandma is the one that take care of them all this while... yet now she is in an unstable condition... i can still remember last year when my dad kana stroke i was like a total break down not to say that she have been through so much more then me...

I really pray that GOD will lift any spell that is cast on this poor family...
1st: Grandma kana stroke
2nd: Uncle kana Cancer (Died after 3-4 months)
3rd: Grandma got admitted again due to some bleeding at private part.
4th: Auntie kana Cancer (lucky, cured now)
5th: Grandma kana Cancer....

Why does all this happen to such nice ppl.... I really pity this little girl for all the things that she have to go through.... How many of you out there does: washing whole family clothes, Cooking for the whole family, doing all the housework like sweeping , mopping and ironing.... Dun say about your i myself only does all this when my mood is really good... but she is forced into doing all this at a age of about 11............ Really praying hard and hope that her grandma cancer cells will be killed or get smaller after the treatment so that she can cut it out of the body....

GET WELL SOON. Praying hard........................................................................................

So since she is treating me like sis... as in she will still tell me things that she feels ... so i want to try to accompany her till a stage of life where she can be more independance like poly... ??? I dun know.... But i just hope that she will not turn into one of those arh lian and she will be someone useful in the society........

Okie i think i will stop here liao... shall blog again later after my revision....

Rain Rain Go Away....

Haha that is my mood currently... i am suppose to be happy cause I finally finished all my project work!!! Yeah... it is really a OMG... FINALLY!!!! Cause this sem is unlike any others whereby ppl there is others there to help u with your project cause it is in group.... This particular project need you to code every thing in assembly and it is .... OMG!!! a hundreds lines of code in assembly... imagine i used acall and i can get things like Out of Bound error!!!! How long my code is ... haha so i end up cut and try to shorten the length of my code and finally it works... and the temperature sensor... thanks to Dean i manage to finished it today although with a bit of hipcups... haha.... btw.... I am rather happy as i am able to finished it.... haha.... cause today is the last day of 5% and not only that... i can start revision liao... now this is my plan:
Sat: Community service + Go out!!!
Sun: CPE106 Tutorials (all)
Mon: CPE208 Tutorials (all)
Tue: CPE 206 Past year paper (Cause i think tutorial CMI... As in i understand the concept but i cannot ans the qn... lol....
Wed: My elective..... Forensic Science...
Thurs: CPE184
Friday: CPE183

hmm... then the following week chiong past year paper then should be okie liao... =)

Update!!!!

It is a while since the last update.... But no choice i am busy with my school project and other stuff... And to make things worst, i fell ill... Some kind of cough virus.... Arh!!! I hate it cause cough was always the most difficlt to recover illness for me... Still rmb sec 4 that time i got 3/4 year of MC for PE just because of my cough....

Anyway, glad that i have recover liao so not too bad....
Okie lets talk about school...
Cpe106: totally lost .....
Cpe206: lab done but lecture lost
Cpe208: lab 60% done but lecture lost
Cpe184 & 183: lost

Die exam is 3weeks away and i am totally lost..lol

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OMG!!! I spend so much this week

I spend so much this week!!! I spend $40 to buy one new wireless mouse cause my old one got lost... never to be found... so got sick and buy a new one... it was selling like 70+ in the popular but my friend sold me at 40 bucks.... And i think worth it for the design ba...
Then i think i going to spend some $ to see doctor tml for my stupid cough, flu and sore thoart... the most irrating is sore thoart... but when in public... cough is the worth... see a lot of ppl siam u when you cough... haha.... Singaporean... lol....

Anyway, dun care tml got to see doctor cause sat is gong gong de death ani.... I want to go ... and also want to play with my toddler cousin... but dun want to pass the virus to him... so i better get my medication asap... haha... the last time that i got thoart infection that cause high fever... this time i think i got the same thing... but the good thing is that i still have the fever panadol with me... so i took a couple of that and the fever gone down... =) now i need other medication for my cough, flu and sore thoart... it is so..... I hate being sick and need to rush for project... Sorry guys, DDP drawing not done yet cause i was sick since Sunday... hoping for the better as days goes by but too bad it turn out for the worst =.= I will get it done asap...

Part 1 of 09Oct09

CPE184 is such a .... module....We have major turn over of the business plan just one night be4 the deadline.... It is so ..... I work till 3am in the morning while the rest work till 7am in the morning so most of us are kind of like zombi.... in school today.... either stone one corner or sleeping in class....

Next week is elarning week but it is not a week to rest it is a week for me to catch up the stuff that i lag behind!!!!!

OMG!!!

Today is the last day of recess week.... But so many things are left undone!!! For example: "206 log book" , "208 report", "184 report" and "811 mid term test to prepare"... There is also other stuff like.... my student de PSLE....

Actually not that bad la... cause most of the things like 206, 184 and 811 are half done... only 208 is totally not done... but then that i still have 1 weekend to do it... so not that bad... after my mid-term test and my student de psle i can start to chiong... for all the module including 183... cause it is the only moduel that i dun have any other idea what it is all about ... it is really =.=

haha... okie got to get back to working liao ... jia you jia you !!!!!

DDP Day 4

Today is a dam freaking tired day for me... 1stly is doing programming with i have done it but cannot check if i am correct a not cause i practically dun know how to check if i am correct or wrong...

Then i was like so freaking tired as it have been 4 days of 8-5 life in school... infact it is even longer... It was like 8-8pm it has been super tiring... as i live so far away if 8-8 it will means 6am-2am kind of life for me... yes... cause other then DDP i also have other project to do which means i need to work at home after reaching home... so pratically speaking i am only having 4 hours of sleep per day... i am super dam chui liao... dun know what to do.... so many things is still not done and yet i am so tired and seems not able to get hings done... and worst is my habit of watching at least one hour of tv or show cannot get corrected.... erh.... trying to get it away so as i have 1 more precious hour to do my work but i just can't seems get it corrected!!!

It is so freaking bad habit for so many years that i will feel uneasy if i dun watch.... infact any program is okie as long as i have one hour to watch... but one thing it must be drama or comdey show... lol It required really great determination i guess... well i will try my best to get it corrected.... hazi....

DDP Day 2

Today marks the start of DDP day 2. It is so tiring and stressed up as i feel that my programing sucks!!! compare to my peers... I think i should really put in some hard work in my programming esp 206, DDP and 208... 208 have not reached the programing state but it is soon to come!!! It was so tiring...

Yesterday the DDP started and i was rushing for tuition right after DDP... I only managed to reach typ at only 6.45pm... and i rushed to buy dinner and went to take the bus immediately.. Then i reached the block at only 6.52pm and i rushed down my dinner and i went up to that girl girl de house at 7pm. And then the mum tot that i have not have my dinner and prepared bread for me... lol then ended up i have 2 dinner!!!!

Haha.... It was so dam sian today... now trying my best to pull my sis up... as her psle is just 2 weeks away and it was so.... hazi... nvm... may god bless her with power till she finished her PSLE!!!!

Tired!!!

I know i should not be saying this word to my team mates in DDP!!!
Guys! really sorry cause yesterday (Sat) i was all tied up!!! So could not join your for the project!!! The upcomming week is recess week i am looking forward to a week of good rest!!! But then..... DDP is from 08.30am till 05.30pm everyday from mon to fri... worst then school hours ... DIE!!!! And during school hours already so busy with school work till no time to do everything liao... this recess still must do 184 report... 206 log book ... 208 report lab 2... and my forencis science school reopen got quiz... OMG!!! really dun know if i can finished anot sia.... zzz really very tired!!! If i know none of my student for WSC is going i would not have gone to WSC today liao!!! as in because i am super tired... last night my DDP team de Ben, JH and Me stay to do motor till 12mn in school .... Have you ever stay in school till the tutorial room de lights turn off totally??? haha kana scared when it did... lol....

BTW was rather happy as i was reading through my guest book or should i say the wishes book.... It has been very meaningful esp my ex-student wrote de :"Even though you're naggy, you have good intentions and helped me a lot." and he say that he thank me for being playing a part in his primary school life... It is really touching when i read that... My tears almost drop down.... even now when review in my blog as typing my tears are filling my eyes... The reasons is thinking back... 14 years ago he is in my house looking so cute climbing out of his baby bed and walking and dancing around with the music... and once the music is off he will say : "dun have liao" in hokkien and doing the hand signal... and then all the hard work that I have put in... helping him in wrapping their books... buying their books.... just like a mum preparing for the kids for school reopens. When his results not that good i offer him a tuition at a cheaper rate... then i also nagged at him for not doing well and all sort of things... accompany him to report to new sec school and make sure he is never alone in his impt part of life like collecting PSLE result and reporting to new school and now in sec 3 he knows how much hard work i have put into him... and he knows how to appreciate it... which makes me feel it is all worth it!!!!

It's the day!!!!

Haha... although my party is over... but then I only formally turns 21 today at.... Finally i can enjoy all the things that my friends are enjoying and not being the spoiler due to underage... cause certain movie due to the gross, sex or even volient scene they classify it to be min age 21 be4 i can watch!!! So finally i get the Key to freedom and more choices...

I think i kind of still having a hang over from my party as i was still feeling super tired despite the early sleep.... I kind of close my eyes and i can sleep no matter where i am... lol... But prehaps i am slightly over worked due to the extra tuition assignment that i just took up... But the pay was quite good at $15 per hour... how can anyone says no to this kind of $ cause i am quite sure that my exp in teaching can put me in good state... and after 5 sessions the mum seems feels quite okie with mine teaching.. yesterday i went to her house straight after school... she even fry an egg and make sandwich for me... so good right??? haha... I am so fourtunate to get this kind of parents...

even feel tired now while typing and listening in the lecture of 208...sian... i dun know what happen liao la... next week is the week to rest for all student but not for me... I need to go back to school everyday.... for the stupid DDP!!!!I really dun feel like doing so much.... and do we need one week to do DDP??? It is from 9 to 5 some more if i am not wrong.. need to check again later... really tired to have longer sem then the others...

One word of advice to friends that just enter or have not enter uni.... Uni is STRESS!!!!! 100% true!!! unless you are a super slacker...

Thank You!!!

Thank you everyone for the coming to my 21st Birthday Party!!! It would never be so fun without any of your presence... Well.... I can only say that it is my 1st ever birthday party and i really want to thank my family for all the help they given me ... Finacally or helping me to prepare and get things done!!! I have been a great sucess...

Very Special Thanks to:
~> You Zhi, eldest bro (Photographer of the Day + deco Man)
~> Jasmine, Sis-in-law (deco lady + printing photo for my friends)
~> You Jie, 2nd bro (BBQ cook of the day + children entertainment)
~> Dad (BBQ cook of the day + helping to chat with guest)
~> Mummy (Helping to serve the guest)
~> Auntie (Jelly + BBQ Cook of the day)
~> Eugene, cousin (BBQ cook of the day)
~> Shi Hui, Best Friend (Help to buy deco and stuffs)

Special Thanks to Deco helper + Cleaning Man:
~> Jing Rui
~> Nee Wee
~> Yang Feng
~> Mervin

Thank you the rest of the guest that came to my party!!! I was rather surprised that almost all my relative turns up!!! haha cause i expected a few not to come... but it was a pleasent surprise... haha....
I have enjoyed myself a lot and was happy to have such a successful birthday party in my life.. and i am happy to be able to start a new chapter of life with all my good friends and family members....

Thank you once again and i will upload the photo into facebook at a later date so please try to tag urself!!!

Looking forward to the party!!!

It is counting down 2 days to my party!!! I really looking forward for all the fun and a good gathering with my families and friends... It has been a while since we last saw each other... oh well... I hope it will be a great party and not get messy.... :P

I have prepared more then sufficent food and drinks for all i guess... it is just that i might go MIA for certain part of the party... haha... I dun know see how things go lor... I scared later super crowded then =.= liao... cause if it is not super crowded then still okie... But i guess it is still fun playing with friends around... haha

Kill Me!!!!

Oh my god!!! I am going freaking crazy soon... I cannot take it anymore!!! I am so freaking pissed in my school work!!! Esp CPE106 it is named Mathematics II but it dun looks like the maths i have learn before it is too complicated... Now i can say that i finally understand what KK say in poly:"It is a very complicated so you got it wrong!!!" Haha... but i will not say that is 100% true la... but then I can say is 50% is true in the sensce that :"It is a very complicated qn that is why u cannot even start!!!!" OMG!!!

Kill me before i go crazy!!! some more there is a MCQ test comming up on the 22nd sept it is just 2 days be4 my birthday so sad!!!! so tired!!!!

Thanks!!!!

Hey Guys!!! As you all know that I have invited your to my birthday party to have fun and your have been asking me for birthday wishes and it is just beside this blog window... so in fact to prevent repeat gift (I hope not to cause it becomes a wastage) maybe your ur do a tag in my chat box on the left... so others can prevent from buying it =) Thanks a lot...

Are u a pig???

Well it maybe rude to say this to a person but today i really have the urgue to say that to a woman in her 30's .... Why??? Your know i always have this practice of giving up seats to ppl that need it more whenever it is possible... I mean this is the least i can do for them... But this stuip fat pig snatch the seat immediately when i stand up.... Almost wanted to scold her and slap her in the face this kind of ppl i can only say which ever company that got such a kind of worker are bounded to fail!!!! No matter how tired you are you should not snatch the seat just like that!!! If you are tired, hello i am worst ok!!! I am in the mist of recovering from my fever!!! You are really a fucking pig!!! Cause the only thing pig know is eat and sleep... Snatching an elderly seat to sleep!!! I think pig will not do that lor... That means you are worst then pig!!!!!

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I am so Sick!!!!

I am so sick today!!! Infact yesterday something not right since i get home!!! I feel super tired and went to sleep right after dinner at about 8plus or 9am... Then in the wee hours i feel super hot so i wake up... cause i know i having fever as i feel my eye lid very hot!!! I wake up to take my temp and it read 38.7 kana shock!!! cause normally fever is only 38 nia... never was i having a fever so high.... So i wake up too some pills... and went back to sleep... this morning i tot okie liao cause i took my temp once i wake up about 7am... the temp read 37.7 I tot okie so i took a bath and prepare everything.... But who knows When i sit down to eat my breakfast!!! I started to vomit be4 i even finished my breakfast!!! So i change back into home clothes again and waited till 9am be4 i went to my GP.... Who knows when i got there the queue number i got is 41 and they are serving only 12 ... haha so the counter girl ask me go home 1st... so i go home and waited till 1145 then i go down again.. but still i waited half an hour more!!!
When it is finally my turn.... The doctor took my temp and it reads 39.2 super high fever!!!! lol... The doctor says the fever is due to thoart infection... so i got to take antibiotics and fever medicine ... But now i am feeling better liao... with the antibiotics the fever got down quite a lot!!!

Weekend... with mission done!!!

Yeah!!! Finally i can settle down to get things done this weekend...
I got HEW installed into my computer but i cannot get it download to board cause E10A is not compatible with Vista... Roar!!!!
Then i also completed by 106 de tutorial 3 with 90% understanding...
And 206 de lab for the sine wave part i have done it and JH did not say anything so i hope that it is correct we are both doing it for the 1st time anyway... Oh ya... anyway i waiting for my friend's lab mates to send me their coding... i want to leech... haha not leeching la.. just as ref just in case mine cannot work.. lol

I completed my tuition this week, and next week i got more... My ex-Customer called me this sat as i was talking to one of the FSC kid's mom to ask me tutor her daughter.... so I took it up to help her since she feel that my price are okie as well...
I dun know why I suddenly so popular... everyone is finding me for tuition... haha... the FSC kid's de mom also ask me to tuition her daughter... but she stay in Puggol area... which is quite far... and her fanical also not very stable so i feel bad if i charged her too expensive.. but going to her house alone the transportation is quite x liao not saying about the time spent...

what a busy day

Well today was a busy day for me despite thar it is friday... And this weekend will be even more busy i guess... Need to finished up 106 tutorial 3 & 4, 206 lab need to try implementation of timer as a delay to prevent k-pad denoucing..., 208 lab need to start reading and try doing it... Then DDP it is the worst!!! I guess it is a wrong choice of combi this sem but it will be worst if i dun take that much subject cause i will not be able to complete in 3.5 years....

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I found a new study area...

I found a new study place... It is located at the community centre opp my house... It is actually a air-con room with power plug that allows its member to study there... You 1st need to be a passion card member then join the Social Educational Club Member with a member fee of $20/year for uni level student... Then you can enjoy the nice environment for 1 year.... =)... Actually i have not gone into the room yet... but then i have a look from outside it looks good... and nice... =) so i decided to sign up for it....

oh ya... something else to add.... I dun know what happen but i feel sick... every time i cough or sneeze i feel my head busting... it is so painfull...

okie... lets talk about today's most interesting lecture my elective... we have our 1st guest lecturer today and he talk all about his work... it is so dam interesting but gross at the same time... looking at pics of all the dead.... all the different kind of death.... how to judge the way of death and all... it is so dam er xin...

Stressed!!!

It is week 4 in the school term now and i am feeling more and more stressed up...

Now there is a new project add on DDP micro mouse controller... it is super stressed up after attending the meeting... it have to be at least running... be4 my birthday with is another 17 day??? It is so freaking short period of time la... freak it... I am so freaking tired and stressed up....

Now i am super stressed till i even when i sneeze i also feel that my head blowing up... freak it...

one word of advice... cherish what you have with you now no matter is it friends , family or study or working life... cherish it... or u might lose it forever....

Dun regret after you lose it....

What a wonderful Sat

Yesterday is a wonderful sat...

It started all with a meaningful community service. Although it was not tuition but then i did some tuition work and also lifeskill lesson... This is the best life skills lesson where the kids did a small teachers day presents ... here is a pics of it...



a nice little wand... haha... it may not looks nice on the outside but the warm that the it bring is really great... =) It is also my 1st ever teacher's Day present... so sweet....

Next JR meet me at compass point to buy me my birthday present a nice pink and black wallet from Guy Laroche... It is so sweet and nice.... =) Thanks JR for the early birthday present... it is my most expensive wallet that i ever had...

Next we went to NYP together to attend to DECC gathering organised by the school for us... The event was a meaningful one and i love the video clips that was shown to us...

Then we went to NW house to look at the presentation of an eco friendly product ... I like it a lot but i dun have the $ to do that but i am signing up for the member to try out certain product... will update ur if i tried and it is effective... =)

Oh ya.... after that we went to have dinner at crystal Jade buffet dinner... each person is about 24... it was quite yummy..... =) Next we went to Kbox to sing all the way till 4am in the morning... lol but i think i felt asleep there at about 3am... lol too tired i gues... haha

DO check out facebook for more pics and video update.

I want to sleep....

I want to sleep.... I think i am totally drain out liao.... the cca last night did not end as late as i tot it will be but i reach home about the same time as i predict that it would be... cause if ends late i will just need to spend $20bucks to take a cab home... but since it ended early my friend wanted to take public transport so i accompany her.... so in the end it was super late......

The interview of freshmen for FOC program was fun... never was i playing a role as the interview panel before despite the 2 years of leadership position that i held when i was back in poly... we only got the chance to conduct leadership camps and from there we discussed and see who to take over our position.... but then i feel that interview is not that good cause we can act.... during interview we can just easily prepare what to talk and we also know roughly what kind of ans is expected if there is any qn asked.... But it is rather interesting cause we even have NIE trained teacher that came for interview.. lol this kind still need interview meh?? sure in de lor... but the list will not be out yet la... haha...

Oh ya.... i finally pop the qn to dad... what qn so hard to pop??? haha... asking him how many ppl he wants to invite to my birthday party lor... i have about 30ppl in my list comfirm of comfirm guest liao... so now see add on how many... i intend to spend about $400 on buffet and then maybe $100 on cakes or something... see how ba....

When can i start Mugging???

Oh well... Ya i still cannot find the mood to start mugging... lol.... today i have been just pratically feeling tired despite the long hours of sleep last night.. lol... anyway... it is have been a while... that no matter how long i sleep it is still not enough... lol...

Oh ya... did i mention that my cousin added me in facebook.. not surprising... but when i tell u his age u will be surprise... haha... he is only K1 this year which means 5 years old... lol... surprise right??? haha although i kow la.. it is not created by him but i think the game in facebook is he play de... cause he started playing with computer games like maple story since 3 years old and he can play till 3am in the morning kind of kids at a tender age of 3... haha i really missed him a lot... hope to see him really soon cause he is schooling now just like me... so hardly will get the chance to see him...

Tired...

I don't know if it is due to all the muscles cramping up or what... But then I am starting to lost interest in anything and i just fail to get things done... all i want to do is to sit or lay in my bed.... and dun think of anything... prehaps that is the easier way out of life and i am getting very sick and tired...

But i know that i cannot let this continues cause i need to get a better grades for school this sem it is time for me to start mugging... I really dun know what i should do but mugging seems to be a must for me.... i need to get my GPA up to 3 and slow but steady up to 3.5 i want to get at least a second lower... that is my aim in uni... but i can be slow and steady win the race... and i can start getting my A's which i already forgetten the feeling of that cause it is almost 1.5 years since i last saw the A printed beside or under my name in the result slip......

Although in Uni my lab can still get A's but my overall is never never an A's... I hope 106,206 and DDP can get an A or A- then 183 and 184 is brain work... so i think it is hard... maybe a B. 208... I really dun know... i dun even know what the hell the prof teaching... lol... never mind... but i think 106 that prof crap too much... if he can crap less and teach more and give more example it will be really helpful and not keep asking qn based on waht he said... caused it will only confused me... =.=||

I really...Dun understand...

At times i really dun understand... the mum of mine is it really the mum of mine??? She is like 2 sided head... one end say this way and the other end say the other way... She wants to step into everything that she can claim credit from...

I scold my student for comming late for her self-practice session she said dun like that cause she dun have a full family... and not staying with her mum... so what??? is there anything related??? She dun have mum but she got grandma and Maid... so she can still come on time... it is only depends on she wants a not... her bro could do it 2 years back... and i rmb the time was much eariler like... 6.45pm... and hers is 7pm yet still comes late... WTH... Then she starts to claim credit last time i tuition she bring me to the centre and when i am sick she pays the doctor fees for me and blah blah blah...

Hello!!!! when i was in Pri 5 i start going for tuition by myself liao lor... and doctors fees??? When i am sick in sec yeah u did gave me the $ to see doctor... but you did not accompany me to.... so what is the different??? Her dad also pays for her doctor fee... her dad at times even accompany her lor...
Plus when i was in pri i was seldom sick only till sec4 that i kana this respiration problem for 9months... so what??? i went poly clinic lor... so cheap u dun pay for me also can.... Since i started poly liao... where i start to own $ by myself i start to pay for my own doctor fees liao lor... unless it is super x la... which i dun recall any... now in uni whenever i am sick i go to see the uni doctor also never spend ur $... then she got other reasons... say every day ur bottle of water bring to school still need me to bottle for u... Did i ever say that i want you to help me do that??? the ans is no... be4 i even have the chance to do it you already done it ... so what u want??? Dun do it!!! If you think that it is hardship.... i can do it myself... if you want to do it then keep it to yourself... the God known it... you are a good mum do u need to broad cast to the whole world??? Freak!!! I totally dislike this kind of stuff...

I dun feel happy the moment i step into the house ... serious.... you see for every of my friends, a lot of their parents book or plan the 21st party for them and for me? your just buy me a necklace... yeah no doubt it is nice but i told u i want a party.... can't you wait till party then give me or wear for me??? I am quite worry actually that my party will be messed up by them... They will not sing songs or entertain my guest... so i am going to ask daddy to ask his family side to come at least they got ppl to talk to will not be so boring... then i can spent time to entertain my guest... :P In school i am having a lot of stressed already and hoping to get home for good rest but then... what i get is nagging and nagging... I want to stay in hall but i need to save up for that 1st.... arh!!! totally unfair....

feeling sick

Well.... Yeah second week of school but already feeling tired and sick... Why?? Haha i have totally no idea... This semester at least i could get to do modules that i like... Not the whole but partly... It is better then nothing lor... Well.... I dun have much choice i guess.. Haha....

Oh ya went to see the doctor last night for my back and leg problem... It was totally screw up lor... I tot that taking my friends dad de car will be much faster but in the end... About the same time lor... Cause there was 2 accident on PIE yesterday and it took a long time... Haha... Got to go check the map to look for alternative route to go home... Cause PIE really sucks lor...

Anyway in the end we still made it to the doctor but i think due to timing... The treatment was not that great... I dun feel any better after the treatment... Prehaps go again some other day... Cause imagine every standing up from the seat the back of ur leg is super pain... U would rather stand ur way through leh.... Zzzz

Got to go get ready for the 2nd half of the lecture...

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Screw it up!!!

Arh!!! I dun know if i am the only one experencing this problem please let me know if you experencing these preoblem as well...

1. Hotmail layout screw up at most of the login... it is okie at certain login.
2. facebook layout also screw up.
3. Blogger layout also screw up for posting... and i cannot post any pics... ='(

guys if you know how to slove all these problem do let me know ya??

And a reminder for those intending to rental a locker... it is open for application and it is base on balloting and not 1st come 1st serve..

The cca is open for recuritment as well for ppl who like to mix with kids and doing community service join the WSC friends of children located outside LT5.
For those who like to go around to eat... join the deli club outside lt7.

1st weekend since school starts

It is the 1st weekend since school started... i shall share with u how it was... haha

hmm... generally it is quite normal la... went to community service then went to have lunch with fit and came back home... i was even too tired to do any more teaching nor bathing... so i took a short nap be4 i wake up for bath. Sat was boring...

haha then sunday i wake up for lunch then tuition then i went to ps to collect bro de birthday cake and guess who i saw... nely and calvin... =) it is great to meet friends again... haha... have a little chat with them then off i went to collect the cake and then once i reached home i went to buy dinner for KFC.... haha yummy lol.... Later going to try the cake see if it is as since as the mango cake that they sell.... yummy....

Day 3 in school

Well today is the third day in school and only one word to say about it... SUX... lol ... not that sucky though cause the most sucky de project part is yet to come... haha... i really missed my poly days sia... got project = no exam... but here the marks is project and exam about 50-50 for most of the module... haha i dun knoe if it is good or bad...

Oh ya... one good news is that my back pain have already cut down ... although now is still painfull but it is not that bad liao... so i am getting better hopefully i am cured in no time... =)

Back to school topic... generally this year the class are all pretty small other than the 183 and 184 and my forensic science... lol ... well lets start from small class...
The smallest is CPE106 only 1 tutorial group.. lol.... The lecturer... I really have hard time for his lecture... i am sorry but his el is really CMI... lol... But his teaching is quite good as in it is in details lor... a step at a time... which is super good... way to go... okie next is CPE206... well the lecture notes was thin... and was rather happy to see that but in the end... hazi... so sad lor... haha cause hor... my lecturer can talk like 15mins for 1 slide la... imagine how i react? Sleep lor... lol... so bad of me... but i am turning my body clock back la... not used to the time... lol... Okie next is CPE208... Nothing to say... perfect lecture... I love his lecture... nice and understanding depends on topic certain topic like today de is recap then i turn off liao... lol next is the Big class liao... CPE183... a part timer that read from the slide... are u doing presentation of ur slides or are u teaching us... super dry module with only theory.... boring.... okie. last core... CPE184... well his lecture quite okie... normal lecture lor but no interest for the 1st part cause learn in poly liao... i looking forward for the HRM part....

The most fun one is my elective forensic science... generally it is a good module but the place too comfortable liao... every time go there after lunch then i want to sleep liao... arh... help me even as i type now also feel like sleeping... lol

Arh!!!

The stupid bback pain just so stubbon and it won't go away!!! How i wished i can no longer feel the pain every morning when i wake up from my sleep it is so pain till u will feel like killing urself to lessen the pain!!!

tml is the 1st day of school but i am actually considering if i should go back to school cause the back pain is killing me!!! And if you want me to take 3 hours of transport to and fro school just for 2 hours of lecture... I wonder... i know that i am not going for the maths lecture it is not worth 5 hrs of waiting time just 1 hr of maths lecture ya it is very impt but i have to get my back problem cured 1st right??? It is killing me...

God if you want the pain to persist must well take me with u!!! The pain is more then i can affort to stand it!!! Every single steps actually brings hurts to me.... You must as well let me go at least i dun need to suffer from the stress as well as the pain that cames along with it!!! it is so F..K up la.... dam it!!!!

Praying Hard ! ! !

I am praying hard for the pain to get away asap!!! I know doing some stuff can help... but other then back pain (i think it is no longer lower back it move down to tail bone...) my right hand joint also pain... And my left leg also pain... sob sob... Why at such a young age i am already like old lady having whole body ache??? It is so sad to know about that... I also want all the pain to go away but then what is the fastest way to cure the pain??? Stop drinking cold drink? I stopped since last night... Doing more execercise? I am doing it now...

Hazi... anyway school is starting and i started looking through all those notes and i was a but scared ... looking at the work load i am afraid that i cannot catch up!!! it is so scary....

Y does ur just don't understand me...

I just dun understand y ur don't understand me!!! I am having this lower back pain problem but y ur just blame me for my own back pain??? I am suffering from it... and ur just don't understand me and say it is my fault that my sitting position is not good and a lot of other reasons!!!

As if i want it... I just want it to be cure!!! Back pain is killing me...

anyway today i went swimming and i find that only in the pool I can do anything I want with just a little strain on my lower back!!! I hope that even on land i can be the same as when i am in water!!!

I want myself back!!! The one that is be4 holidays!!!

Arh!!! Kill ME!!!!

Oh My God!!! If you want this pain to stay with me forever Please Just kill me.... I am having Pain at my lower back for quite some time liao... a month plus... it is much better for a while but now... It is getting worst... OMG please kill me... arh!!! I want myself back!!! That one that can bend from side to side freely and will not feel any pain or strain in at the back... It is just as simple as that... Maybe tml go for swimming to see if it help...

hopefully Can get it cure asap.. Kill me!!! lol

wee... enjoy urself...

Haha... counting down to school to reopen i also try to enjoy myself for the last few days...

Today i went to have lunch and movie with fit... it is so nice....Today we eat mushroom baked rice, beef pasta and also soup of the day... it is so nice.. haha we only spend $19+ for 2 ppl it is so cheap right?? but it is nice... i like the beef pasta... it is so nice but a bit too much toma... haha the rice was a bit too much mushroom.. it smell too much... lol

Then we go for the movie The Hangover at eng wah to use the movie pass that my bro pass to me sometime last year... lol it is going to exp soon so i spend it to watch movie... lol... But it makes me feel like nothing lor.. cause the movie tickets was like only $5.50... lol it is only better then nothing nia... haha

Then we went to walk around city link and each buy some accessories for ourself... it is nice to shop around... =) happy... haha wanted to Harris popular book store to search for some stuff but in the end it is close for renovation... =(...

overall today we had a good day... haha.... tml i want to go swimming and facial... hopefully they have slot for me.. haha

Counting down 5 days left

I am counting down 5 days to school reopens... But then I dun know if i am to be happy or sad... Happy: I dun need to live that kind of nothing to do life anymore... Sad: It will be another stressfull sem as we already received email telling us that year 2 is a major change from year 1. But then we already have the taste of it as we have been studying year 2 module last sem... hmm... this comming sem we have a total of 3 year 1 module as well as 2 year 2 module... those year 1 i heard is only 106 a bit harder... but then year 2 module is super hard.. zzzz

Dun know what to say lor... lol... i am going to enjoy myself for the next few day... hmm... let me see... tml: lunch and movie with fit, fri: swimming in the morning and facial in the afternoon??

Haha..yup that time when still working buy a vochur but havben use yet... lol... school reopening soon so must get to use it asap... if not will be have time to use it liao... haha...

Counting down to school reopen

I am currently ciunting down to school reopen... it is 7 more days to the start of another 15 weeks torture... (13 study week +2 weeks exam). Haha... okie lets recap what i have been doing....

1. Having lots of sleep...
2. Earning some extra pocket $ for my school term as well as 21st Birthday party comming right up... (tell me if i have yet invited u... haha or u missed out my invitation)
3. Having some catch up time with my good friends and also my god-father
4. Doing a little to the community by doing community service...
5. Teaching tuition for my student that is taking PSLE this year... (All the best for the oral exam that is comming right up ya =))

that is about all... hmm... seems quite little for 3 months right.. haha life can me as boring as that... lol...
anyway... I really have a great holiday... and there is one more thing that i want to do but yet to do is going for some swimming... haha

But at least i did something to the community while i have my morning exercise... lol how??? that is easy... Simply sign up for community service lor.... We did door to door survey and we have had some excerise cause it is a door to door thingy... and the resident there are quite good... at least they ans the door... lol ... some of my friends in charged blks dun even ans the door... that is bad... lol i manage to get 11 survey done which is pretty good cause some of them only got 4 or 5 done... lol it is okie anyway... it is a good form of "workout" i guess at least i get to excerise a bit yet contribute to the community... lol...


It is fun to do community service... alot of ppl classify doing community service is a waste of time but then rmb... without the community will you still be able to stay in such a comfortable env to live in??? so rmb to always repay to the community whenever you can... I am still loooking for a chance to go oversea to do a more community service ... they are the places or ppl that needs our help... it is a kind of experice gaining... haha...
If you ask me would i mind giving up all my time to community service... i will tell u y not?? haha but where got so many free time??? lol... When you do a community service the best part is seeing the ppl smiling to you from their hearts... It is such a great pay back... =)

How does it feel like after almost 36 with out sleep

Hmm... I can tell u how does it feel like cause i have been awake for more then 36 hours... I am awake form 12noon on friday till now... Why I am awake for so long??? Okie let me go through my story....

I actually wake up on friday to do housework then teach tuition on evening as well as night... then i spend my time to watch drama series. Then I wanted to sleep at 4am but then I just could not get to sleep i dun know why... then went for community service on sat morning follow by meeting my poly best friends in the evening.. then we when to watch movie HP... It was super boring... then we went to have dinner at a newly open jap resturant at city link...the food dun really turns out nice... what a pity... After that we went to Kbox to sing all the way from 10pm like that 4am... It is so fun.... I love that will blog again later because i am too tired to do any other thing liao...

Food....

Haha... after my LDS i have been going around to eat and eat...
All i can say is that it was yummy... haha cause i have when to a few places like Jack Place... haha it was still that ever yummy... Okie i have the Ribeye steak that is median cooked it tasted so yummy... if you go SK de Jacks place if you want meadium well steak make sure u order meadium cause rmb that it is served on the hotplate so it will turn out to meadium well... it was yummy... haha and i have lobster soup as soup of the day it was super nice the freshness of the soup is just beyond any words.... hmm... yummy... haha i am so happy...

going for dinner out on the last week of July. One with god-father the other with SJ and XJ.
yummy... any food to recommand me??? haha

3 days since LDS

It is 3 days since my Last Day of Service... I did a few things that i have always wanted to like going back to ADC to meet my friends there... I done that on thurs which i feel rather happy... cause i walk around and chat with them instead of working there... It is such a nice and pleasant trip.... I even cook their favourite agar agar... I am gald to see all the happy faces that they have when eating my agar agar. I am so happy... =D

Oh ya i was going to have dinner with god-father again... on the 31st July ... so happy... haha I was looking for Korean or Jap food that is not too expensive.... $15 to $20 per person... hmm.... thanks for ben i got a few on my list like sake, MOF,sushi Tei.... hmm asking for more advice... Please tag me if you have any suggestion.. thanks =)

Happy 21st Birthday Rachel

Today, I took an off just to celebrate my best friend's special day with her (frm sec to the same poly and now to the same uni) what a long relationship right?? haha I have even longer ones... like my Primary 6C groups of Guys and Girls... Missed ur so much ... Maybe i shall hold a party to invite them as well... that time one of them have party on sunday... but i cannot join cause sunday is peak hours so as promoter we cannot really take off for sunday unless there is special reasons... so no choice i can't go....

Anyway, I quit my job as a promoter already... cause i dun like to be rejected by customer... haha so i quited the job and now i am just waiting for my LDS... I am working till next wed i guess... I also dun want to make things difficult for him cause he is a good boss after all... =) BTW, the job at the custom asked me for interview on thurs but today news say they decided to cancel the measure... haha so funny everytime i get a good paying job i always cannot get it de... so strange... haha nvm.. I want to help my student for her PSLE that is comming right up so i won't be so tired when school reopens cause i got one whole month of good rest and i can cook yummy and visit my friends in ADC... haha ( I hope to find time to :p)

OMG!!! tired....

I got tired of my current job as an e-learning product promoter liao...haha get rejected too many times till i a bit... At 1st tot can join fit to work at custom that side but it looks like it is gone now cause they say they prefer ppl who can work till sept... but i just send in another mail asking for exception i hope that it could bring me good news... haha

PRAY HARD!!!

Thinking of resign....

The tot of resign have come to my mind again especially when Fit told me her job actually pay her $7/hr and it is 13hours of job(lunch and dinner break inclusive) one week only work 3 days nia... so i was a bit.... cause i really dun feel like working in my currnt job is due to the fall in population going to popular...

Due to the H1N1, there is drop in the number of ppl going to popular... or either the child is not there then parent wants to reconsider... Today i did a few demo... All the demo went well but the parent was like okie interesting let me consider.... This kind i am okie la... go ahead and consider... but then there is one where by the wife actually see the demo and ask the hubby to see the demo then okie i did it twice... then they say okie i bring my daughter here to try 1st... after trying, her daughter also did not say dun like or anything the parent say okie we go home and discussed... i was like =.= i did 3 demo to 1 family but in the end never close the sales... Then one parent even more cute... oh online assessment arh??? so good need to pay a not arh??? Do you think there is free lunch in singapore??? zzzZZZ

Thats all for today... but the reasons for quiting is actually quite simply:
~> I dun like to get paid without doing my job (Not i dun want but i dun like to kana rejected even be4 i start talking)
~> I dun see the point of staying cause the pay is so low and i ended up back ache and stuff like that... zzzz

So i was thinking to change to fit that kind of job but either work night shift or morning shift.... actually i wanted the night shift cause it will be cooler... but morning shift so that i dun need to stay up late in the night... haha but i am still okie if u ask me to work at night and sleep in the day lor... haha i need to pull my girl up for her PSLE also ...... so i need a job that requires me to work lesser number of days too.... =)

Anyway i leave it to GOD already.... if my sales tml never hit 500 then i will sent email to my boss to tender and see what he says lor... cause i feel quite bad that i never help the company earn money despite wasting the company resources.... Haiz.... quite sad.... zzzz....cause like never do my job well....

What an accident

This morning i was kind of in a rush but mom cooked my favourite fish so i eat it very quickly as i am scared that i am late for work... so end up i accidentally swallowed a fish bone that is about 2cm long... so zzz right?? But this small little 2cm fish bone makes me feel irritation at the thoart area for the whole day.... i dun know vomit how many stuff that i have eaten just for trying to take that out...

But that was no use... i just could not get hold of it although my finger can feel it... then i tot use the tradition mtd to swallow rice so i have rice for dinner... still no use the fish bone just refused to go down.. so after my bath... i took a tweezer and my phone flash light and mirror trying to get the fish bone out... after a few attempts i finally succeeded... If going to doctor i think need at leat $50 bucks... so now i saved the amt... haha

this week sales have been super bad... I just managed to close a smarty on thurs then one 2 year pack of eduscore on Fri... I hope that this weekend i can get about 2 $216 package each day... Jia You... I am still finding the drive that i had when i 1st started the job as a promoter... =)

Finally a meal from my immediate boss

Finally i have the 1st meal from my immediate boss and i think will be the last too... lol i dun think he will treat me 2x unless i get 1.5k per week for the next month... lol But not bad la... we went to jack place to have lunch then we have steak and osyter... it was yummy yummy... haha but the steak i asked for medium well it turn out to be like well done... lol nvm i am not very particular about that anyway.... haha

Today finally no more zero liao .... i made the 1st sales of the week... for the pass 2 days i was slightly sick and my back hurts a lot so did not really promote the product also... today i did some intro and so i managed to get one finally... so hopefully that it is a start sales of the week... hopefully at least can get 800 or 900 in these 3 days...

Jia you... if not i will feel super bad cause my boss did hint me that i get quite a few zero... zzz i also dun want de ma... but some time no choice leh... get zero also not i want de... right???
hazi.. it is time for drama liao ... jia you for these 3 days.... Parents out there school reopens soon should let your child get prepared for the SA2 early by doing revision for their SA1 now!!!! So get E-Assessment from ME!!!!

Hazi... Why must things be like this...

My sec school teacher ask me to go back to school to relief teach Maths and computer class... But i am still not prepared to take up the post yet...Cause u know la... my sec school not very good de the student some are super zzz... so i am quite worried also cause the duration is quite long about a month... haha i wondering if i can take it a not ya i am thinking of changing a working environment but then this is too big a change from a student to a teacher and i am quite weak in my studies back then ... and ask me to go back and teach now i was a bit like... hmm... haha

Anyway, i heard from my friend the commission she get was only 9% instead of the 10% commission.... i was like WTF cause the agency actually told us 15% and then go to the company become 10% now drop further to 9% then still but cut GST also... GST stands for Goods Service Tax... then we are providing service so we should be given part of it ma... still must minus...
The company should absorb and give it to us...

I was so fed up when i heard this la... at 1st i still feel bad for not having high sales but now.. NO MORE!!!!

Off day...

Today is another offday from work...Spend the day accompany my daddy to hospital then to chinese doctor due to my back ache problem and my dad having long term treatment there due to the stroke that happens last year...

Now i feel slightly better after the treatment... but it was painful during the treament... Hope that i can recover soon... Must avoid drinking cold drink from now on... till my back probelm is solved... lol

Hmm... today was rather a free and easy day cause i never give tuition nor HW for my student... cause by the time i woke up she already have her cousin with her and heard that her cousin mums is having operation today... so just let her accompany him lor... a boy at 12 have to see his mum to operation is not an easy task... so just hope that with my student accompany will lessen the pain a bit...

Okie gtg for dinner liao... bye...

Nice dinner out with God-father

Today is my off day at 1st i took today cause i need to accompany my dad to check up then follow by accompany god-father for dinner... hmm... it is nice experience out to have dinner there but then a bit expensive but gald that god-father likes the dinner out... =)

some of the yummy we have:

Fish,Seafood, mutton and chicken/pork combo

The food are yummy...it is a place that is worth going cause their staff are all well trained. I can only say that the service tax given to this resturant is really worth the price... lol...

I hope that my sales tml will be good too so that i can at least earn back a bit....

Ada told me actually sales Dept need ppl till end of July... i really wished to go to work there casue the working hours is so nice 0830 till 1745 so nice... unlike my current one is 1200 till 2100 i dun really like it... but the job here makes me very happy cause the environment is good...

Hazi... recently i dun know did i over worked myself or what... i having this back ache problem i think is my sitting and standing position... i trying to adjust myself I hope this problem can recover faster cause i really cannot stand it... sitting down standing up and lying down is one word pain.... lol hopefully it is nothing big... recently our luck here have been quite bad... hazi...

okie la... gtg sleep liao still got to work .... later...

Another high sales day....

I am so happy today... althought not very happy with my boss...

Today was there is no business from 12pm to 3pm... so i went for my tea break but who knows... be4 i could finished it... i got a call and i rushed back to pop hoping to close a sales...

Then i was so stupid that i forgotten to punch in when i was back... lol... till when i was about to go for dinner then i realiase that i forget to punch in... then i sms my boss stating the reasons for forgetting... he did not say never mind he wrote something like this: "jialat i shall deduct pay accordingly :)" guess what did i reply him??? I said:"haha you deduct lor... then sales will be decucted also... I dun mind everyday getting basic also... lol..." I mean i was being called by a cust to rush back during my break time lor... and forget to punch card is common de ma... If he really deduct the pay hor... i think this kind of boss dun work also can... cause i dun really like working like this...

But today although not very happy about it... but i got high sales of about $400++... which means if he pay me full i get about $83 for today... so cool la... if everyday like that hor... i next month can rest at home liao... dun need to work... lol Jia you ... I am still 55% away from my target sales this week i have hmm... 3 and a half days to go...

BTW i am going to another outlet at bugis that side liao... my boss told me that side sales super de high but my friends there no sales leh... now i start to wonder how come like that... hazi... but all the other promoter all said that that side sales for their product really super good... i hope so la... haha... jia you my target is $1k sales per week for 10% de product... =)

Yeah!!! Finally!!!

Finally... I got my long table back.. haha at my work place ... now i have chair and long table... when i doing one demo there will be one or two parents stops to see see... and some might end up buying just like the one i saw today.

Today, i saw one boy he is bit slow in learning. But i am quite happy cause he is very keen in learning this is the kind of kids that i like... you are slow it is okie.. as long as you are keen then you can still progress although much slower... Jia you boy boy... you can do it. =)

I am happy that i moved back to that place, but a bit stressed cause i scared if today no sales then die lor... cause i say outside hard to sell then i moved back inside also no sales... lol luckily last min still got one sales... heng heng... lol

Should i stay or should i quit???

I have been asking myself this question for some time... Cause i a bit tired of promoting the product liao leh... cause nowadays the parent is like they want chinese more then anything else...but sad to say that our product the chinese is still in the process of developing... =.=||

I was thinking should i still reserved the thumb drive for my customer a not cause they did not reply my sms and they also never say that they dun want my product. prehaps on thurs be4 i start work i should gave them all a call... it is just 3 anyway... And i start to dislike the style of what my current sup do stuff... Due to the road show this week he did not even send out the email stating who to go where and there is last min mobilize de things happening... zzz... I mean Monday i was in a good mood because got sales over the weekends... I think that he feel that i am lazy also la.. cause i always lazy around when he saw me... But i mean look at the sales results la... i do talk with others promoter but i do promotes the stuff right??? look at Sunday... The total sales is about 2.5K there are 5 promoter there so each average is about 500 bucks... and i alone i got the sales of 620 bucks so how can you say dun send me down for road show... i really want to go on road show to places like PS...

I am not the type of ppl that needed ppl to push de... But then i am the type of ppl that i know when to work and when not to work... This is the worst job i ever had i think... cause this is the only job that i did not gain the trust of the sup...(I HATE IT). Those that know me well you will know that I am the kind of ppl who knows when to work and when to play right??? I like to put work and play together but i can be serious when i need to... But too bad la... my current job they dun really have the chances to get super serious cause if cust dun want then you also must smile... i was even thinking that i was paid to smile... =.=||

I think i shall stop liao... if not i think i will quit my job very soon cause i finding more and more things i dislike about the job... lol

Going EXPO sales

later i am going to EXPO popular sales for promoting my product... haha so happy when i get the news cause i hope expo can get better sales lor... lol... haha anyway it is still early to say that. Hope tml can break my popular record and get >$300 sales.... hehe... cause my aim for this week is $100 de commission...but now only $23 like that only which is still very far away... lol... jia you ba....

Anyway, today did not really sell much cause not much customer interested in my product there is one customer her daughter did not do well in the exam this time round and i actually recomanded her the smarty product hoping that she will buy... but in the end nothing.. =.=|| she say will call me after my road show la.. i dun know how true it is... And those 2 that say that want the science thumb drive... dun know they will go down a not... if yes hor then i got 2 $99.90 sales which could end up with a commission of $19.80 haha better then nothing la... never go there also got commission but hope that the HOD of text dept really help me keep the receipt lor... if not then there goes my $19.80... :'( actually quite a bad time to go road show when you have awaiting customer waiting for you... lol ...

anyway... gtg sleep liao.. later need to wake up for the expo sales cause 1st time go expo dun know how long does this journey takes... lol

OFF Days....

TOday is my 2nd off day since i started working as i knew that my student is getting the report book today... A little disapointed is that all the other subject improve a bit but the EL she fail by 2.5 marks... i was like =.=|| that is the most important subject if you fail el it is as good as failing PSLE... lol

anyway got to try to pull her up la... but i dun know what is the school thinking ... they should let those psle student stay home to study this holiday and not bringing them to camp.... they should do it after their exam... -.-

hmm... end of the month sales is dam hard to sell la... cause all the parents say too expensive... and stuff like that... zzz what to do? haha nvm at least i can sell then get more $ then cannot i will get basic lor... not bad la... be4 cpf i think 1 month can get 1.1k like that if sales is average...

Hope that can gt more sales in school holidays and road show.... hmm... hope to earn more next month cause will spend more for it... =)

What to choose???

Hmm... Why must i face so many choices in life??? I have to choose btw continue working as a e-learning product de promoter or another CD product de promoter or to change the other job... haha....

Job 1:
Promoter for e-learning product~> $5/hr + 10% commission for inhouse product or 5% commission for extener product...

Job 2:
Promoter for another chinese CD product ~> no basic but 20% commission

Job 3:
Programmer for GUI video... pay: unknown...

So which job should i do now? puzzle... lol....
Last time is i find job now is job find me... lol...

They all said that i am a good promoter but i dun think so leh... cause i am rather slack and did not really promote the product unless i see potient cilent... lol but at times i think i took too much responsible for my job... cause i always ask customer to call me if they cannot work... then some did called me... hazi...

puzzled dun know how to choose lor.... lol....

The result is OUT!!!

OMG!!! the NTU results is out liao... it is out on on thurs day night or the 1st min of friday... 0000hr...lol...

This semester it is mainly C+ and B only got 1 B+ but that one is 2AU de... sad sad... Next Semester i must score.... At least 1 A... haha cause i want at least get my CGPA to be back to 3 points at least... cause i hope that i can get least grad with 3rd class.... which is CGPA to be at least 3 and finish in 4.5years... the time is np... if i continue with my group of friends we can finish in 3.5years but i need to get my GPA to 3... jia you Mandy you can do it...

I also want to get high sales also... today another product de manager came to look for me and say that he needs help in the suntec sales and the job can earn commission of about 230 per day if the sales is 1k... lol.... i wonder is it really that easy to sell cause in pop right got sales la... but one day only 1-2 about 200 like that ...

Emo...

Ya nowadays i am kind of emo... cannot get to sleep early... cause i am worried about the exam result 2 days to go.... I just prey hard that i can still maintain at GPA 3... but at least 2.75...

Today i am rather happy cause one of my customer came back and buy from me... she came back to but the smarty product from me... =) althought for that product i only can get 5% com which is about $4 but at least this lady kept her promised and came back... i am really happy about it... I hope that i have more customer to come back to me especially those that i recommanded for $135 de product... hmm... i hope that i can start closing 135 package or the thumb drive version...

Actually the thumb drive version if i am a parent, i will buy this product lor... cause $100 can used for 2 years and i can pass it on to the others... or sell it out as a second hand product... haha....

I hope....

I hope that i can achieve high sales results later in the day a lot said that they will come back to me once their child finished exam yesterday... i hope that they will come back to me later...

hmm... another thing i am unhappy about is that my work loc during my off days, only my side have another ppl that will cover my duty i am not too happy about that cause i might have customer that go back and buy during my offday. hmm... although the chances is not that high... but then that might be still one or two of them...

I am pretty tired at this job cause of the long standing hours... however every sales i sold out i am rather happy about it...

Day 2 at work

Day 2 at work today. I was working from 1plus to 2pm till 9pm only have a few minutes break for lunch cause of the amount of ppl but then dun have sales today... so sad :(

hazi... never have i being so tired at work before ... Standing long hours is not a not my 1st time... i worked as a cashier in 7-11 with 8 hours shift... it is standing also... but i dun know how come i am so tired after work everyday...

1st day at sale

Today is my 1st day as a promoter. basically it is hard life cause stand till legs tired... haha so whenever i have a customer striking a deal, i take the chances to sit down.... =P

Today managed to close 2 sales. 1 internal product and 1 external product... so the commission is only $12plus... =.=|| but i think not bad la... at least i get to close some deal.... hehe

tml i have community service and then will take my own sweet time to report to work ba.. i think maybe 2pm ba

Last day out before i start work

Today is my last day out with JR before i start work. We went to JuJu for lunch and then go OTO store to check out certain stuff and also try out the different product.

The lunch at JuJu is nice... a 6 course deal which is $19.80++. It comes with a starter not bad quite unique... then it's tea is nice... got a fruity de flavour... then the hot pot is okie for clear shop but the creamy one a bit too creamy liao... suggest you can add clear soup when adding... the seafood combo is nice... it's presentation is like a big big ship with Ice and different kind of Seafood... The beef is so fresh... Then we have sour plum drink it is nice but too small a cup... haha... Lastly i have the dessert... Mine is the pearl habour... nice... it is sago with mango smoothie and have a few crunchy apple bites inside...

Lastly, i comment that their staff service is Excellent!!! I really like their service... really is EXCELLECT!!! You go there you will know...

Tml will be my 1st day at work... hmm... if i can close 1 sales tml it will be great lor... haha i was send to toa payoh popular store to promote but the working hours is much longer... 8hours per day from 12 to 9pm... hmm....

Happy Mothers Day

I wished all the Mother in this world a Happy Mothers Day. I wish that all the mother in this world will be happy and in a good Heath all year round...

I am feeling rather low and boring... Finding that i am having totally no life from my day to day living... I guess i am taking the sales job already cause I have no more mood to wait... however, the job i also dun know how long must i wait till i can start working. Interacting with parents and kids will be much more interesting then staying home... It is so tired that i stay home all day... In fact staying home all day have cause me to ache all over... and my body clock going .... Sleeping at 3 to 4 am and waking up at 12noon.

Nice Surprise

Nice Surprise i had today... I met my Secondary school Maths teacher at City hall... haha. Talking to her and getting advise is so good... She said i could come up with proposer and start teaching secondary school certain program.. haha but thinking i got what program that i am super pro with.?? hmm... I wonder.... But that is a nice advise for me... during next holidays? haha see how 1st la... she is going to help me look out for job too... hehe i got so many ppl helping me search for job... lol

But i am still jobless... oh okie.... not jobless anymore signing contract on Monday or Tue then going to start training on Wed? some time next week la... then going to start work the week after that... I just hope that i can start latest by 18th... Cause i am super boring at home... dun feel like going out cause no $... on ya and i decided not to have party for birthday liao... unless i get really good sales which i doubt so... haha

Nice Day out.... and Happy B'Day JR

HaPpY BiRtHdAy JR.

Today have a nice day chilled out. We went lunch,movie,dinner and when to a pub to have a drink.

Have lunch at Jack's Place... I still says that Jack's place de food is nice.... haha and kinda Cheated... cause i tot super full liao ... then wanted to call for bill when i finished my lemon tea... then the waiter came and said sorry and given up the dessert of the day and also the coffee... lol.... So we stare at each other wondering we got call for dessert meh?? Haha at the end of the day we manage to finish the food. ..

after that we have movie at GV marina not bad but i still prefer the movie with fit on thurs... hehe

Then we have dinner at one chinese res... not bad haha....finally we end the day with a drink at the pub... haha...

O ya... managed to get contact with Alvin and he said that he will inform me the working location by monday which means i can start work on either tue or wed... hopefully tue cause each day later it is $63 leh... haha

Hope to start work soon

I am really broke recently... going for movie for lunch with friends.... making my pocket left with a hole... haha.

I hope that i can start to work soon....

Oh dear!!!

Being unemployed for 1 week is really tiring... hazi.... Sent out a total of 16application some to the recruit agency but yet not a single one reply only one reply t ask details like NRIC.... lol ... sounds promising right? Haha but actually i saw a 2nd one... it is Ice-cream making + selling it at town area and it is 1K to 1.3K. Actually i quite like that one ... but then i just hope that i can get reply or interview tml... haha

Jobs where are you???

I am currently urgently looking for a job.... I need $. other then my tuition i need to earn more $ this holidays.... i have send out about 20 resume already but yet not a single reply me... so sad...

I am praying hard that i could find a job soon.... I hope that i could get a call soon... haha

The one that i wish to get most?? haha i think is the most recent one ba... the 1250 per month de... cause the location is at bishan.. so cool right?? haha

tml got to wake up early and pray hope that i can get a call soon... haha

So tired!!!

Yup! Exam is over but i am still feeling tired noy mentally but physically... hmm... I dun know why also.... Lol... BTW, i send out about 5 more resume some to recurit agency some to recurit companys hoping i can get reply soon.... and hope that i get those high paying reply sooner then those low paying de... lol...

Cause i found de job are paying the range of 1.1K to 1.8K so far. Imagine u accepted a 1.1k de and the 1.8k de call u for interview... u will cry i tell u... lol

Nevermind, i believed that god will enlighten me the path to take so Which ever comes 1st i will take lor... hopefully i can get good news tml...

i feel so tired cause i am too bored at home i think... haha so i start finding things to do so i started on 106 and i found that there is so many defination in it ... i am just in lecture 1... i still got 22 more to go... which means 22 more hours... lol hope to start work by 4th of may

Finally.... 3 months of hard work

Finally that 3 months of hard work have came to an end. Although not a very good one.. haha cause papers all cannot do except for 207. Thanks for the help and study from my team...With out them i think i will fail 207....

Btw, Have to thanks Kevin's Dad also for driving me home from school for 2 consecutive days.... Anyway this week was not feeling well especially the day be4 my last paper... you know what i feel like the heart is pumping out and i feel like vomiting and in fact i did even with empty stomach which turns out to be dam gross.. cause it is all the gastric juices that you are vomiting and u know how bad the taste of gastric juice is... gross... After that since cannot sleep due to the coffee i drank in the afternoon... then i do a reading online for overdose of caffeine effect. And guess what it is vomiting, fast heart rate, cannot sleep and nervous...

Haha exam already nervous liao then now more nervous no wonder the heart feel like pumping out.... lol .... Anyway i feeling much better ... still got some side effect thought... but i read online it will goes off slowly... wonderful right?? C affine overdose can cause all these effect.. and it not goes off together but slowly... lol... interesting.... haha.

3 more to go!!!

This semester i have been taking things dam lightly cause i am no longer interested in studies liao... hmm... u can say that it is to the extend that u give up... haha but since already spend close to 7k i am not going to quit school like what i used to think... i will just do my best and hopefully that i can passed the exam not asking for much but to at least maintain at the B- state where GPA is 3 and i am more then happy and MUST thank god liao... of course if i can get it to 3.5 it is even better but then i am lack of confident to do so... ya i know a lot ppl out there will say that relax u can de... but how many know how stressful it is to be a engineering student in NTU... I dun know what the case is like for NUS but i guess it should be about the same?? hazi... what is the point of looking back in poly days right? i mean can means can cannot means cannot lor. I already totally give up and believed that what score u deserved is already destinated even be4 u are born cause ur profile is created just when u are created.. how many hurdles u have to go through in life how hardworking u are do u have the leadship quality all that i think it is born with de no matter how much training u go through u cannot be a leader if ur profile created is not there... haha

ya to some it is bull shitting... but to me i believed that it is the case and i have given up...and recently have this itch like skin sensitive like that... it is killing me no rashes, and anything visible and i google for it and it says in one of the website: "causes: insufficent sleep, stress, ...." i was like =.=|| not i want de i am being forced to have this 2... lol... no choice la... after next wed i am going to have both unless i found a job and start working on thurs which is impossible... haha i am going to make a new cake... Jelly cheese cake... yummy... haha after the exam of course.. haha want to be my white mouse? lol call me... i will keep a slice for u... haha i have enough white mouse... my student, my neighbour, my mum, my bros they are all quite supportive for my cooking... haha thanks all these years for the support but i agree that at times it is a bit too oily that all... the rest i think still okie... cause my cooking is all by agaration one no measurement... so at times the taste is diffferent cause the mood is different.. like this few days i having exam but i cook for my family cause i want to destressed and the food turns out a bit oily... sorry for that man... i will try not to let my mood affect the food i cook okie?? haha

Call me if ur want sample :P (joking)