Feeling lost

Nothing is worst then feeling lost... I dun know why but at this very moment my mind turn blank... I am at a very lost... lost in tots... It is just like my heart and brain are taken away... I feel that i have a very very heavy head... very very lost... In all sort of things..

Everyone is sick...

Everyone is sick... Yes everyone...
I am dragging half dead ...
But still got countless tuition to conduct... I really wonder why I work so hard sometimes... For who?
Schedule getting screwed... Everything screwed... it is juz so irratating...

after working so hard at the end of the month i realiase i still have nothing left... no $ no anything... this is getting up my nerves... It is juz so irrating...