Stressed

As the end of the year gets closer by the number of days, I feel that i am even more stressed!!! Not only I am stressed in CCA cause i trying to excel and give my best! I am stressed with the deadline of FYP getting closer as well... FYP seriously... I have no mood to do it... It is totally SUCKS!!! If only I can just spend a few hundreds $$ and score an A or A- for it, I will be more than willing to do it...

Well... Schools and CCA aside... I am stressed by BGR too.... Well... I am so busy with my work and He is clearing his leave... and I can get at least 1 msg or call form him everyday!!! This is too much!!! Well... Basically, those patterns that works for normal girls like your friends, brothers or cousin will not works for me... to a lot of girls out there a call/sms a day is too little... but as for me during my stressed period which is these 2 months till Jan2011 if i finished my FYP... It is too much!!! Well I know that he loved me... cause every single things i said he will buy it for me... but some of them is just a wants and not a needs... and this actually cause me to have even lesser topics to talk with him.... I dare not say Look! this is nice :) Cause if that is said out and it is within his limit he will buy it almost within the next few days/weeks...

Well... I dun know how can I tell him... Can we give each other more freedom??? Cause i know that it can hurts if your partner says that to you... I guess one of the main reasons why BGR always starts in Uni and always within Uni is because they find common time to study together.... Whenever the other parties have exam so do they... something like that... Well as for me... He will only keep telling me to take a break!!! Well I know that in poly i give you an impression of relax fellow... but in uni life is really SUCKS to the MAX!!! You can never ever understand how it feels inside me... From the "God" level in poly and now hitting hard in the ground like the "Shit" level...

Hazi.... Well for the past week i have been preparing for this CCA activities call the Healthy Lifestyle, Happy Living party for the kids... Well I am quite sad cause some of the kids from my center did not make it in the end. But I guess today is a fun filled day for kids as well as volunteers!!! Well Done to all! And it does lift my mood for that few hours when i see that everything is so successful!!!

Freedom or Not??

This a good qn to ask myself... I have finished my exam in NTU for this semester... But then there is still FYP to go... Well for fyp only the GUI partly done... and the hardware wise... I can only say that nothing have been done other then buying the chips...I am really very very behind time... What should i do??? I know i need to get cracking and i need to submit in 1 month time... it is so so short...

Well... Now i am going to concentrate to do the party on 27th... after that I will start doing the FYP liao... Mandy Jia You!!! Jia You!!! U can do it de.... Well as for the exam... It is generally not too well done... but I hope that i can pass everything... Mandy Jia You!!!!

Exam!!!

Tml is the 1st paper in the 5th Semester of NTU. Well if the paper are like the past 2 years I am confident that I can do at least 50% of the paper... I am praying hard that there is as many calculation as possible... Well as for next week de paper I do not have any confident that I could do well or at least clinch a pass in the module... I am trying my best to concentrate in the exam however, I could not do that... I am just not in the mood to do that... And I am simply in the holiday mood.... What can i do... All I can say is "Thanks to YOG! We are delay by 1 month and now here we are so rushed in content & exam... We are having exam in SAT!!! And just 1 day before Christmas that we finished our last paper...." So are you saying that we are all going suffer once again??? Cutting short of the holidays to 1 month from Christmas... is just as good as not having a holidays... at 1st i have 1.5 months to do my FYP and now I am only left with 1 month to complete this stupid project!!! WTH right??? Hazi....

Low Chance != No Chance

Hmm... for non programmers out there the title != means Not Equal To.

Well why do I say that cause today i got back my professional communication result already.

But then it is only 80% and I did missed my target score which is A by quite a gap... However, there is still 20% so I still have a chance of getting A-....

I really prayed hard for that A- cause it is my only hope. Having a A- for professional communication just looks good on the transcript. Well, now My Resume and Cover Letter got A-. But I screwed up my presentation abit and only got B for it... Now is the 20% that is on the hands of the prof. So I am praying dam hard to get as much as possible for the 20%.