Yeppie!!!

Another Wish that came true!!! haha daddy brought me a computer chair just now in the afternoon!!! It is the kind of net chair that is full back support de... It is so nice... but i cannot get the plastic out yet cause have not get the cover for the chair yet!!!

Today when to buy a dict EL - Chinese de... and then i got a ring binding like of puncher... =) next time can do the ring binding myself... lol

The good thing is that i saw that my tuition kid seems to work harder after the PSLE result is out ... I asked her to do the Sec 1 expressed maths and she really sit there and work even i ask her to rest... she just drink a cup of water and she is back to work liao... so hard working right??? If she is that hardworking before her PSLE... she would have made it to a better.... hazi..... It is all over liao... so nevermind ba

I am dissappointed

I am so disappointed... With a lot of things.... With my own exam progress and my student exam result... The PSLE result that was released today.... I am so dissappointed as i think she did not put in enough effort or maybe is because this year PSLE student are doing too well that pull down her score!!! But happy for her is that although the PSLE Maths'09 is difficult but then she managed to score an A but quite dissappointed with her science ... she only got a C i was expecting at least a B or so but maybe her EL not that good that she cannot understand the qn or that is because it is her last paper and she not in the mood to the paper....

My A hope fly away liao!!!!

Sad Sad.... my CBC811 de A fly away liao!!! My MCQ got 50% i dunno how to do... then i all try my luck!!! Hopefully my luck is good!!! lol i also dun know ...

Nvm... 3 down and i am going to go for another 3 the next 2 days... and finally 1st dec...
but after thurs i can rest half a day then fri start working again....

Exam!!!

The most import few weeks in the academic year 09/10 Semester 1 is here. Already 2 out of the 6 papers are over. I am stressed out now cause I spend too much time for project work and i am now too short of time to study for my papers!!!

2 of the papers are already screwed up by me due to the insufficent revision....
I really regret it but then i am too tired to do anything!!! I know that i am responsible for my own study! But then i just cannot get down to study!!! WTH right ??? I can't even control my body and mind....

Tue is my elective and I hope that i can score better in that hopefully an A. Cause ever since I enter NTU, I have not been getting any A. This A will give me some moral boost!!! I need to get some boost before i can work as hard as i do when it comes to exam days. whereby i can start preparing even 1 month be4 exam!!! But i just can't do it now!!!

I am aiming for 3B's, 3C's and 1 A. this will hopefully pull up my GPA a bit!!! I still hope that i can earn a 3rd class for myself!!!!

CSI, I like.....

Haha... It is the 1st time in NTU that i like a subject... haha it is my elective so nice.... today i went to the guest lecturer's lecture and it is so interesting... I finally get some hands on to do today... The guy from Singapore Police Force Crime Scene Investigation Unit give us a chance to do finger printing... haha you might find it boring both it is quite satisfying when you can do a nice finger printing... it is not as easy as doing finger printing on paper with those ink.... lol

As today we forcus on white surface, We only get to try using black powder to do finger printing.. and it rather cool.... unlike all the CSI we see on TV... the equipment used to do the powdering was some magnetic pen kind of thing... and guess what is the powder??? Rmb those iron filling that we used in physics lab when we are back in Sec??? haha that is the so call black powder... it is so cool right??? haha....

So cool!!! how i wished can have it as I , II and even III just like the language!!! haha ... it is so cool!!!!

Well... Well... Well...

hmm... It is another day wasted... I planned to study for my exam de but i just cannot concentrate i see lecture notes then i start to have the zzzz de feeling liao... haiz...

One good news, My student the one that i just started teaching some where in sept or Aug cannot rmb... have a great improvment in the results and i am happy for her cause she won herself $150 bucks. Cause her grandma bet $50 for every A she score and her dad being more encouraging bet $100. and Now scoring 79 which is an A won her $150 bucks in total and i am not too sure about her other subject... lol... so good right how you hope that you have grandparents and parents like that back in ur pri right?? cause last time A is so simple... lol... but nowadays, I can tell you their Maths is really a big .... Lets just take the PSLE qn this year for example.... It is like impossible for them to sloved the qn la... as in the method they have learn is insufficent... i still rmb i learn that method in sec 2.... lol it is so zzz for those that set the paper la... ya challenging but then they dun even know how to sloved it cause the method is not tot be4. So MOE should look into it ... it is ridiculus to ask student solved qn with method that have not been taught somemore they are only pri school kids...

Cause i know in uni although we meet with this kind of situation very often but then it is of no use to complain... cause uni promotes self-learning but yet i dun know why the school fee so x since it is more of self learn... lol ... like my 208 lecturer... lecture teach you: 1 pizza for $1. tutorial ask you: 1 pizza for $1, so how much does 10 pizza cost? and then exam ask you: 3 pizza and 4 apples cost $25, 1 apple cost $5. How much does each pizza cost? lol can see the link ?? haha he always like to use pizza till i so bored and never go his lesson ... lol ... nvm....

I think i better get back to study my 208 liao... hope to complete it by today but i think not possible cause i only left with 15mins for today... lol

OMG!!!

Counting down to exam it is only 1 week and only my elective and 208 is half way done!!! the others liao 206,183, 184and 106 is totally not done yet !!! How how how???

I really want to sit down and study but the moment i open my book i want to sleep... and now i trying new way of study that i will not sleep which is multi tasking.... haha I dun know how come... This is how i am studying now: "Lecture Video + facebook game " haha so i will not sleep cause i playing game ma... and the info did get through as i am listening... i am a kind of listen person.. i can rmb some parts if i listen so if i pay attention i can do well this is reflected in my maths results from young. cause i only pay attention in my maths classes during pri, sec and poly life... haha.... but ever since i enter uni study is no longer interesting to me... i start to play around with this and that... what to do?? I am like that .... and i feel that i sleep a lot nowadays... and rather worry cause every time i feel that i sleep a lot it is often = I am getting sick soon.... This is a very bad time to get sick so i am trying not to get sick as much as possible..

okie... i shall go back to my video lecture liao...

I need a Remedy

Can someone provide me with a remedy that could help me to settle down and study??? lol... I think no one can provide me with this remedy right?? haha...

But really cannot settle down to put 100% of my energy on studying... I am so pissed with it... It is so =.= that i cannot settle down to study.... so tired....

Anyway, we want it to be able to complete my study of lecture notes by this weekend... it is so like mission impossible.... hazi.... what to do??? I think better i go and study ba.....

Moody day

Yup.... Yet another moody day.... Oh ya... the trip after ddp is postphone to jan.... =) so good... cause the hotel and flights everything is cheaper.... :P

Exam is due in last then 10 days and yet i totally not in the mood to settle down to study... other then travelling time but u cannot expect me to travel here and there and study in the train right... lol.... anyway... i must settle down and study no matter what... and going to pray again i guess... shall do it the same way like my elective de quiz.... haha... at least can score... i want to score at least an A and the rest B.... so that my gpa can increased and hopefully can get to 3.1 or 3.2.... I know it is a bit too much but i believed that if i worked hard enough it is not a mission impossible as others can do it... so can i.... always believed in myself right??? haha that is what i always told my student but it is not that easily done as the years goes by... lol ....

Closure!!!

Yup! I am going on to Closure.... So sorry for friends that are not in NTU, We got to get lost of touch in maybe 1 months?? haha 1 Nov till 1Dec. Cause i need to have closure... for my Exam... lol... Yup 1 month of Exam preparation and Exam. It is not any easy stuff.... cause your know la... from young i had never study so hard in life... lol... other then the O's... But looking back... PSLE, O's and poly is just like a having fun.... So sometimes, i see ppl happily laughing or what when they revise in group, i always want to say to them: "Don't laugh too early, Uni life is gonna be ..... "I can only say it is almost like the 18th level of HELL... Yeah i know it is bad to discribie it this way but i really feel it this way... lol....

Never in my life have i worked so hard and yet there is not much sence of achievement... it is like..... zzzz.... okie... nvm... I am gonna study hard and also play hard after Exam... After Exam still got DDP.... But after DDP my friends wants to go to KL and genting... I really feel like going... but i think the day they going to set off is my 'sis' Secondary one posting and reporting to school day. Yeah her bro can accompany her, but will he wants to??? And her grandma is dignose with Cancer just a few days ago and it is said that the cancerous cells is too big to be removed... she can only undergo treatment... it is really saddening to see a kid at such a tender age going through so much... i know friends is important for kids like her, but i really wants her to get away with her primary school friends cause i got a feeling is that they are not a good company for her.... Her grandma is in unstable condition now... as in no one will know what will happen after the treatment right??? But i really pray hard that GOD will acutally give her the will power and get cured of Cancer... it is definately sad.... How many of ur out there stopped having a mum around at a tender age of about 4. And she grew up with her father, although she gets to see her mum once in a while but very seldom. And the dad is working so hard to provide them with the best.... so her grandma is the one that take care of them all this while... yet now she is in an unstable condition... i can still remember last year when my dad kana stroke i was like a total break down not to say that she have been through so much more then me...

I really pray that GOD will lift any spell that is cast on this poor family...
1st: Grandma kana stroke
2nd: Uncle kana Cancer (Died after 3-4 months)
3rd: Grandma got admitted again due to some bleeding at private part.
4th: Auntie kana Cancer (lucky, cured now)
5th: Grandma kana Cancer....

Why does all this happen to such nice ppl.... I really pity this little girl for all the things that she have to go through.... How many of you out there does: washing whole family clothes, Cooking for the whole family, doing all the housework like sweeping , mopping and ironing.... Dun say about your i myself only does all this when my mood is really good... but she is forced into doing all this at a age of about 11............ Really praying hard and hope that her grandma cancer cells will be killed or get smaller after the treatment so that she can cut it out of the body....

GET WELL SOON. Praying hard........................................................................................

So since she is treating me like sis... as in she will still tell me things that she feels ... so i want to try to accompany her till a stage of life where she can be more independance like poly... ??? I dun know.... But i just hope that she will not turn into one of those arh lian and she will be someone useful in the society........

Okie i think i will stop here liao... shall blog again later after my revision....