hmm... add somethings to my blog as advice by my friends to take a break and relax a bit so give my blog a face lift by adding playlist and also a third colums to it ... hmm it is some kind of experiment with html coding cause very long never do liao so inorder to come up with the 3rd cols must do some coding....
Hope you guys like it (^.^)
will play more stupid stuff when i am super emo again... lol
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Stressed out
I am been rather stressed out during this recess week... my teams for 207 is discussing some stuff on MSN and i am here infront of my com but nothing to contribute cause i am totally lost and breaking down soon i guess...
I feel that i contribute the least in this team and i could not do much and i feel like so useless and i am afraid that i might pull everyone else down too... but i am totally lost by all the programming terms that they are using... i am totally stressed there are so many modules and if u start counting exam is about a month plus away only i am really worried that i might not make it cause this sem there is quite a few module that i am lost other then 202. hazi... i feel so useless myself as in i feel that i could not do a single thing nicely... hazi ask me do report/ user manual all that i still can ask me do programming it will be a OMG!!!
feeling so useless makes me so emo inside myself...
I feel that i contribute the least in this team and i could not do much and i feel like so useless and i am afraid that i might pull everyone else down too... but i am totally lost by all the programming terms that they are using... i am totally stressed there are so many modules and if u start counting exam is about a month plus away only i am really worried that i might not make it cause this sem there is quite a few module that i am lost other then 202. hazi... i feel so useless myself as in i feel that i could not do a single thing nicely... hazi ask me do report/ user manual all that i still can ask me do programming it will be a OMG!!!
feeling so useless makes me so emo inside myself...
Monday, February 23, 2009
Feeling wired
recently have this wired feeling inside me... hmm... it is some kind of pissed off feeling by school work and housework and work...
But feeling great whenever i am out with my friends in poly we just have an outing last sat... not bad... it is some kinda chilled out...We played pool, have dinner and ice-cream. It was a yummy.. (^.^)
Oh ya recently got myself a new digital camera... i have always wanted it and it was like so cool with its function so i brought it... hmm anyway it is a nice camera overall... wait till i am out with my friends again so that i can take some photos with it and post online.. haha and we shall all enjoy it .... it was a pity that sat i did not bring the camera along cause it needs 8 hours of charging as it is new... (^.^)so did not bring it along if not i can show you how much fun we have that day... at least for me... some kinda celebrating the starting of recess week... gotta go and do some house work and start on home work later.. zzzzz
But feeling great whenever i am out with my friends in poly we just have an outing last sat... not bad... it is some kinda chilled out...We played pool, have dinner and ice-cream. It was a yummy.. (^.^)
Oh ya recently got myself a new digital camera... i have always wanted it and it was like so cool with its function so i brought it... hmm anyway it is a nice camera overall... wait till i am out with my friends again so that i can take some photos with it and post online.. haha and we shall all enjoy it .... it was a pity that sat i did not bring the camera along cause it needs 8 hours of charging as it is new... (^.^)so did not bring it along if not i can show you how much fun we have that day... at least for me... some kinda celebrating the starting of recess week... gotta go and do some house work and start on home work later.. zzzzz
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Feeling tired
Recently, as usual i having 4 to 5 hours of sleep per day only, but have been feeling more tired then i used to be cause i did not have good sleep in that few hours too... i am pretty STRESSED out by my course... i feel that i have so many things not done or rather dun know how to do like the RMI program for my software engineering... that is the most stressed out one... cause 1 person can cause the whole group dun do well in it and i am totally clueless of what to do as my java foundation is like shit...
Insufficient sleep have result in my school work suffering.
BTW yesterday i took a cab home after school also and feel like... shit... kana cheated cause the flag down is already $3.20 which is 40cents more then the rest... but in the end was so shock cause the ending fare is only $16.40 which is like almost $4 saving compare to those previous cab that i took. So next time u see a prime limousine taxi just flag it down... it is sure saving although the starting fare is more expensive... =)
I have to endure 2 more days before i can get my nice sleep for a week while stressing over tutorial and lab of course... I am hoping that there will be no project meets up over the recess week... tired... i shall end here....
Insufficient sleep have result in my school work suffering.
BTW yesterday i took a cab home after school also and feel like... shit... kana cheated cause the flag down is already $3.20 which is 40cents more then the rest... but in the end was so shock cause the ending fare is only $16.40 which is like almost $4 saving compare to those previous cab that i took. So next time u see a prime limousine taxi just flag it down... it is sure saving although the starting fare is more expensive... =)
I have to endure 2 more days before i can get my nice sleep for a week while stressing over tutorial and lab of course... I am hoping that there will be no project meets up over the recess week... tired... i shall end here....
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Fri the 13th --> black friday??
Does Friday the 13th implies back friday? haha to me not for the past few years but it is this year... 1st i buy a drink and the drink drop on the floor and i have to pay for another one... then 2nd if your knows me i like to suck on Ice if there is any left in the cup so but then the ice fell out of my mouth when i was sucking halfway... it have never happen be4 other the that black friday... haha
anyway school have been rather stressed with all the quiz and report comming up so was rather tense up and i am rather worried about my 204 quiz cause i really cannot do proving... only knows the implies part nia... and sets can but dun know how to prove so die la.... hope can settle down and study tml....
anyway school have been rather stressed with all the quiz and report comming up so was rather tense up and i am rather worried about my 204 quiz cause i really cannot do proving... only knows the implies part nia... and sets can but dun know how to prove so die la.... hope can settle down and study tml....
Friday, February 13, 2009
Night life in NTU
i have my 1st night life in NTU on the 10th of FEB. it is the 1st time in my life i feel that uni is better then poly... haha the environment is so good to do stuff and it is so much better then what it is in the day time there are so many ppl... at night u only see ur friends and some wired ppl dun know stay where de walking by.... haha... i like to stay over in school. i can get my work done i can sleep in aircon room and i can wake up like 7plus even if my lesson is 8.30am... haha it is so great...
But i did not bring my sleeping bag that day as i think it is too ma fan... so in the end i was freezing cold in the middle of the night and i have to wake up and get out of the room... i was sleeping like less then 3 hours that day... we slept at 3plus then i woke up at 5plus as it is too cold.. then i go back sleep again dun know what time then wake up 7plus... and i was dead at my bed after i got home... haha and woke up for dinner and tuition... then i was back to sleep again... lol.... sleepy monster... now sleepy again... die all the stuff not done keep sleeping...only manage to complete tech com... yawn... too tired liao tml then borrow their book to copy ba...
off to sleep... good night...
But i did not bring my sleeping bag that day as i think it is too ma fan... so in the end i was freezing cold in the middle of the night and i have to wake up and get out of the room... i was sleeping like less then 3 hours that day... we slept at 3plus then i woke up at 5plus as it is too cold.. then i go back sleep again dun know what time then wake up 7plus... and i was dead at my bed after i got home... haha and woke up for dinner and tuition... then i was back to sleep again... lol.... sleepy monster... now sleepy again... die all the stuff not done keep sleeping...only manage to complete tech com... yawn... too tired liao tml then borrow their book to copy ba...
off to sleep... good night...
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Nice day out at god-father house
Was so surprise that god-father send us an sms to ask us gather at his house for chinese new year. So i wake up and went to his house early in the morning... about 10.45am the we reach his house and Carol prepare a wide variety of snacks for us... I like the ham and mayo biscuit snack it was nice... The tuna and carrot + cucumber snacks was great too... Fitria u will sure like that... haha it have ur favourite tuna right? haha
Oh ya then Carol friends came over also and i wanted to leave liao but then i dun want later ppl say ai ya i come u leave y huh??? so in the end i tot stay a while longer... but then later i get another round of show room from god-father.... it was so great.. I learn quite a lot of cleanning tips from him as well and get to know him even better.. =)
I learn something form Carol today too... it is those kind of 4 colour card game and the words on it is like chinese chess... it is nice and easy i got a hang of it after a while... it is not bad... =) if i get hold of a stack i hope that can find ppl to play together... haha i think JR ba... he likes this kind of things too... and the good thing is that 2 ppl can play the game also... =)
I loved god-father house a lot of nice and inovative stuff and hidden compartment ... so nice =)
so end up i stay till dinner time and have dinner with the couple and her friend. =) at the soup resturant. It is a rather nice dishes but i guess the price is not nice at all... haha
Thanks godfather for the nice dinner and carol for the nice spread of snacks.... haha
Oh ya then Carol friends came over also and i wanted to leave liao but then i dun want later ppl say ai ya i come u leave y huh??? so in the end i tot stay a while longer... but then later i get another round of show room from god-father.... it was so great.. I learn quite a lot of cleanning tips from him as well and get to know him even better.. =)
I learn something form Carol today too... it is those kind of 4 colour card game and the words on it is like chinese chess... it is nice and easy i got a hang of it after a while... it is not bad... =) if i get hold of a stack i hope that can find ppl to play together... haha i think JR ba... he likes this kind of things too... and the good thing is that 2 ppl can play the game also... =)
I loved god-father house a lot of nice and inovative stuff and hidden compartment ... so nice =)
so end up i stay till dinner time and have dinner with the couple and her friend. =) at the soup resturant. It is a rather nice dishes but i guess the price is not nice at all... haha
Thanks godfather for the nice dinner and carol for the nice spread of snacks.... haha
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Why? Why? Why?
Why must i worried about so much stuff as compare to others of my age?
The school fee is about S$3500 and i have to worried about not able to pay it this time round... Dad told me a few days ago he is unable to get such a large sum in such a short period of time and he is only able to get it only maybe end of the month or even next month....
If i am working full time i would be able to pay by myself but i have spend all my $$ that i worked last time at either transport(~$80/ month) and laptop(S$2.5k). Mum dun allow us to take bank loan scared that we are not able to pay back after we grad. But i am the only one studying now and dad is having difficulties to pay the school fee then what about next sem when my bro gets in... it is impossible for me to get a part time job that can earn me my school fees... Cause it is so x. plus i don't have the time to... i could hardly find time to do my project and stuff where the hell can i find time for all these PT? How i wished i am in business or accounting cause my friends there can have things like 3 days week... imagine 3 days week... i can work PT with the remaining days it is so much better la...
So sad... now hoping either dad get to chase back the debt those stupid home owners or factory owner one faster or strike 4d or toto to clear this school fees if possible. Praying hard....
The school fee is about S$3500 and i have to worried about not able to pay it this time round... Dad told me a few days ago he is unable to get such a large sum in such a short period of time and he is only able to get it only maybe end of the month or even next month....
If i am working full time i would be able to pay by myself but i have spend all my $$ that i worked last time at either transport(~$80/ month) and laptop(S$2.5k). Mum dun allow us to take bank loan scared that we are not able to pay back after we grad. But i am the only one studying now and dad is having difficulties to pay the school fee then what about next sem when my bro gets in... it is impossible for me to get a part time job that can earn me my school fees... Cause it is so x. plus i don't have the time to... i could hardly find time to do my project and stuff where the hell can i find time for all these PT? How i wished i am in business or accounting cause my friends there can have things like 3 days week... imagine 3 days week... i can work PT with the remaining days it is so much better la...
So sad... now hoping either dad get to chase back the debt those stupid home owners or factory owner one faster or strike 4d or toto to clear this school fees if possible. Praying hard....
So Tired
I am feeling so tired... Average everyday i am only having 3 to 4 hours of sleep only since cny.
It is so tiring with all the labs and tutorial sheet piling higher and higher i am so stressed up. Having so many project like 210 project needs research and survey. But then 207 is the worst....it have so many stuff to do but then other then using PSP i have not try others yet...
I am so stressed up.... i hope that i can have 48 hours a day so i can spend 8 hours sleeping and 4 hours travel and i still got 38 hours to do the stuff and homework.... I wish i can slow down my pace of life by just a little bit...
It is so tiring with all the labs and tutorial sheet piling higher and higher i am so stressed up. Having so many project like 210 project needs research and survey. But then 207 is the worst....it have so many stuff to do but then other then using PSP i have not try others yet...
I am so stressed up.... i hope that i can have 48 hours a day so i can spend 8 hours sleeping and 4 hours travel and i still got 38 hours to do the stuff and homework.... I wish i can slow down my pace of life by just a little bit...
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