A Brand New Begining

It is the start of a new Semester and also a brand new Year.
Always hoping things to good but it is always not the case.

Hazi... Trying hard to concentrate in lecture but it is always a failure... lol...
I just fail to concentrate... lol...

Plus the timetable this sem is totally sucks like HELL!!!

Finding a Balance

Yup, I am trying very hard to find a balance point between work and play... but it seems like work is never ending and it keeps pile up and up... so when is the day i can strike a balance between work and play???

I really dun know... it seems like i start to have social breakdown... I stopped going out with my friends for just chit chat and talk rubbish... It is a long long time... I have been going out only when needed to for Meeting all that... in order words unless 100% needed if not you will not see me... ...

I hope i can strike a balance point soon................................................

Busy... Busy... Busy

Well well well... It has been a busy busy busy months for me... working hard to earn $ but forget about social life.

How i wished i am still the innocient girl i am when i was in poly year 1, without social life and not that much of pressure. Ever since in poly it changed my life esp from a person that head to school for lesson and headed home after lesson to a girl that hang out with friends almost every weekend... Well it is good at least i have friends to talk to but also bad as it makes me very very tired...

Working hard for my life is very important and since i just got confirm in a position i shall not get into too much other stuff... it is just too much for me...School + work +CCA. I used to be able to plan time very very well.. but now... look at it, it is in total mess.... thanks a lot for the stupid school that have lesson in the afternoon and evening only.. Feel like taking a PT degree than a full time one... hopefully when school reopen the prof will change the stuff... hazi...