This post is to create memory of my beloved grandma. Although it is only my maternal grandma but i really loved her for what she is... No matter is it the grandma that is healthy and prepare dishes for me when i visit her or is it the grandma that is slightly ill and talk like a children.... I really miss her alot! I was still thinking of every year can cook her favourite pineapple tarts for her every year after year... But never do i know that this year is the first and last year i am going to bake pineapple tarts for her. I really cannot forget the smile she give me when she was happily eating pineapple tarts bake by me.... Grandpa why are you treating me like this.... I prayed that you dun take Grandma away for so many hours... But why are you still bringing her with you....
Grandma please take care and walk well, remember to find Grandpa up there....
Okie, back to yesterday:
I tot that i could study 416 for 1 day and then go down to temple help grandma pray and then go to TTSH find grandma today after my paper.... Who knows my uncle was admitted to TTSH as well due to lungs infection also. so i have to go down to TTSH as they say my uncle condition was very bad and might go anytime...
But i was still happy cause i manage to finish and understand my 416 fully but then... When the doctor call me 15mins before my exam TTSH doctor call me and said that grandma got even more ill overnight and suffer heart attack last night everything seems to fly away from my brain... I was totally blank minded.... I could rmb nothing that i study when i awaits the start of the exam... I was trying to put up a smile infront of everyone so that i will not burst out crying...
To act as if nothing happens... I wanted to join my friends for lunch but my brother call and say grandma is critical so i skipped my lunch and rush to TTSH in a cab. I was there the whole afternoon and tot that the condition was stable and I tot after the last blood presure test i would leave for my tution but then the last blood presure test was bad and i cancel my tuition and stuff and stay with grandma for her last breath.... I know she suffer alot but the grandma i see on monday was still lively and i tricked her to eat just like a big baby... she smile at me and commented that the food is nice making me feel happy too.... But i really missed her now....
R.I.P grandma
