10 WEIRD THINGS/HABITS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME.

Rules & Regulations

1) Each player of this game have to start off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who got tagged by this, needs to write the same too.
3) At the end of it, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4) No tag back!

Starting with...

1) I love soft toy... Yes till at the age of 20 i still love soft toy... i guess it will always be my favorite.

2) I love Baby / kids. I dun know why but i just love to be with them perhaps they make me feel younger.

3) I love cooking. Maybe it is not that tasty as compare to my mummy but i still love cooking and feel happy if it turns out nice and yummy... Some of my best dishes: Ginger vinegar pig's trotter , Sushi, Pizza and some basic veg and Chinese dishes...

4) I hate doing housework... I only do house work if my mood is good... but i dun like to be force doing it.

5) I like to impressed others that make myself very dislike by ppl around cause i like to finished up my stuff ASAP and not drag till deadline... I dun know why i must finished 1 stuff be4 i go to another.

6) I love sports... but due to my size... I kinda feel a bit lazy to for intensive sports like jogging. But i still love swimming... the feeling in the water is just so great till i cannot resist... lol

7) I Hate to be stressed out and i cannot solve the qn.... Perhaps i like to be praise by others.

8) I hate to be left alone. Especially in school... i like to be in groups...

9) I chat about my life story a lot... i am dam chatty kinda person... like to chat a lot...

10) I hate to follow rules and regulation... therefore i am not going to tag anyone.. lol

K Lunch

This is the 1st time i going for K Lunch i shall say not a bad choice and nice place to hang out a boring afternoon... haha

Have some fun with my uni mates out there today then we discussed about our plan for timetable all that... rather annoyed in the sense that why should we pay so much if we are to plan our own timetable... hazi...

Anyway after that went to Funan the IT mall the place i bought the lenovo laptop that have some electricity shock at the hand rest part. but i am not sure if it is the static or what... tml i guess call and ask how.. cause it is all the way to NP that is far from my house lor. lol

okie shall let you have a peak at my timetable next semester that i have planned:


Look there is 3 days 0830 lesson per week.. i dun know la... but then i guess i have not much of a choice cause 207 is too siong already so must clear... i not too sure how will it goes hope can get a even nicer timetable. hazi... sad sia...

Rather bored staying home,,,,

School holidays is fun but bored as well ... tml going KTV so not that bad then wed i need accompany my student to buy books and maybe go swim swim ba.. haha long time never swim liao... kinda feel go swimming hmm... Bored no job and nothing to do... hazi...

Planning timetable is so hard....

I would like to say a thank you to those timetable planner in poly... you are really great... unlike uni we have to plan our own timetable.... and it is very hard ... planning here and there, there will be 3 0830 lesson per week which is a bit... cause i never stay hostel... really very zzz lor...

I am looking for hostel or housing near that area that is affordable at around $100 over but less than $200 or those that allow sharing is the best... zzz dam emo now... thanks to timetable making me so stressed.... zzzz

Party at day 1

Haha today have party with my poly mates so nice... haha so nice thanks YF for the belated birthday present... it is nice and cute and comfortable... I like... haha

The dinner was nice too but x... $28. haha but then hor when i got job that time $28 for a dinner is really nothing... haha... but then now is as a student i think i too poor so i think i think x cause no income some more.. haha....
Btw we when to Swenses and i have beef burger and chicken burger sharing with my friends... but the beef is not nice i think over cooked but chicken is dam nice BBQ Mushroom Chicken Burger it is a MUST try... yummy... thinking still make me drips.. haha then we have Platter-to-share to share among 7 of us and also a Chocolate Fondue it is nice.... haha but the best is still the burger... haha

then we went walk walk and play pool... haha my skill dam lousy as usual ppl end liao i still have 4 to 5 balls on table... zzz... haha and lastly thanks to NW for sending me home.. haha....

BTW i just send my resume to a temp admin job hope can get the job 9-6 and $6 per hr pay is a bit low but then still okie lor 1 month not a lot ppl want you also... i know that i should rest in holidays but i need $$ so no choice still sourcing hard... =) Wish me good luck

It time to party

Haha Finally i made it through the uni year 1 Semester 1... although the result not out but i gotta let myself out for a few days after staying in the "jail" for about 4 months... haha

Btw FYI, school mates the timetable for next semester class schedule will be out on the 21Nov... and the Register of course for ABP is on the 9th and All student is on the 12th next month... so if ur want to meet out to discussed the timetable let me know ok? haha

Enjoy urself guys... going to nice place dun forget me hor... i want to enjoy too... =)

Last paper ...... 104 - Logic Design...

It sounds easy logic Design flip textbook it makes me feel that things are easy too but when it comes to past year paper... here i am again stucked everywhere.... I can only do qn 1 without looking at textbook .... OMG!!! so many things to remember... Multiplexer... DeMultiplexer Encoder and Decoder and all the Different kind of flip flop... adder and sort... Data sheet all not given and the exam is not open book... it should be like 103 and 105 like that open book then good ma... dun need to remember so many data sheet this is brain leh not computer how can i remember.... you lecturers when teaching also refer to datasheet and your expect student to remember the data sheet... please lor unless i everyday play with it or else how can i remember its data sheet details...

The paper is really a killer ... i guess i will be dam moody again tml... it is dam ...
Hazi.... Hope that the paper is going to be extremly different frompast year papers just like 101 and 103... but in the sensce that it is easier... haha imagine what is my test for 1010 in poly? i cannot even remember prehaps it is just too easy in poly.... haha now i understand why we are not exempted for 103 - 101 and 104 liao ... cause it is totally 2 different story... lol ...

Last paper also must make me moody... hazi... pray for me ppl out there... haha my paper is 2.30... but i think god also cannot help... unless change my brain into a CPU.. lol...

Last battle left

Yup! this Friday will be my last battle in uni for 1 semester... Frankly speaking I become so lost in confident after entering uni. But thanks to those caring friends that help me when i "Fall". Thanks a lot guys!

Hmm... today the java paper the timming was still a little too short maybe another 30 mins will be better... But at least i can tell you this is a do able paper... not as bad as the other 2. =) hopefully can get around B-... cause i did a lot of silly mistake... anyway it is over la... so just pray for the best lor...

Tml then shall start on my last paper de past year papers and highlight important points cause it is not an open book exam... haha... so gotta study a bit harder like 101....

The battle for My NEW subject in Uni

Haha ya tml is the battle for the only subject that is new to me in uni... Yes you are right it is the subject that have been making me drop a lot of tears and stuff... anyway it will be all over by tml... But i have not much worry about this module in the sence that 50% comes from lab... and my lab average is about B+ to A- liao... so not much worry in this case

So tml will be the day... quite worried in the sence that cause i looked at the past year papers it is all coding just like lab test... you give me a com i can do leh but on paper... hard leh... Not much of a theory tested mostly ask you write a program which i think rather stupid... must well conduct more lab test and not exam since ur exam is also programming.. lol ....

today have a chat with my poly lectures and have a little catch up so nice and sweet... Thanks for lending me a listening ears Mr Tham... =)

Another Email Fight

Yup! today we got back our java lab test 3 and i was overjoyed.... I got A for it... so happy... 1st time.... I really give me some confident boast... haha cause i see improvement... lab test 1 - B, Lab test 2 - B+ and now lab test 3 -A so happy about about it... but then i found that the whole class was marked minor errors for 3 function in lab 7 so we send out emails to fight for the marks... i know that for my cause the marks will not increase liao la... but then getting rid off the 3 ticks make my report looks nicer ma... haha so i joined in... Using my pass experience of email fighting, we manage to get the marks already by how much it is not stated yet... Anyway Mango Wish you all the best hope you can fight at least a C. =)

1 more day to java test liao... and i am left with past year papers and part of book 1 to go....
Actually i took this 2 papers more lightly as the lab percentage actually takes up about 50% of the total result so no much of a worry as the up to 50% for java already got around 35% cause it is a B+ average... and for logic design my up to 50% is about 40~45% as i got a A+ for lab... so take things more lightly i guess.. haha anyway good luck and all the best to all and myself :p

Life must get on....

Thanks for all the care and concern that my friends have given to me... I fully agree that life must get on... Yeah no matter what the result is life must get on... one more week to go and i am going to get some rest... haha.... School break... My friends in private uni told me that she only have exam once per year you know how much i enve her? 1 week 3 days of lesson plus 1 lesson only 3 hours... and 1 year only 1 exam... but then you see that also means that the amount stuff to study before exam is a lot.

So there is pro and con for everything... hehe so i should be strong and let things get on.... haha i guess it is because of time management that cause me to be so stressed through out the uni so far... haha... I think i have to get on.... =) Looking forward for the dinner with god-father 2 weeks later... hmm... nice....

Depression Signs and Symptoms

Depression Signs and Symptoms

Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness - A bleak outlook—nothing will ever get better and there’s nothing you can do to improve your situation.

Loss of interest in daily activities - No interest in or ability to enjoy former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex.

Appetite or weight changes - Significant weight loss or weight gain—a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month.

Sleep changes - Either insomnia, especially waking in the early hours of the morning, or oversleeping (also known as hypersomnia).

Psychomotor agitation or retardation - Either feeling “keyed up” and restless or sluggish and physically slowed down.

Loss of energy - Feeling fatigued and physically drained. Even small tasks are exhausting or take longer.

Self-loathing - Strong feelings of worthlessness or guilt. Harsh criticism of perceived faults and mistakes.

Concentration problems - Trouble focusing, making decisions, or remembering things.

Here is a list of signs and symptoms of depression... And i see myself in some of them... Like:

-> Feeling helpless
-> Lost of interest
-> Sleep changes
-> Self-loathing
-> Concentration problems

5 out of 8...... I have no comments...

When is the last time you cried?

This qn was asked by one of my uni friends yesterday. If i have not entered uni i will tell you that i have not remember it. But then i found that ever since i enter uni almost every 3 weeks at least i cried twice...

Yeah Yeah... you can say that i am a cry baby... but then who would want to cry for nothing? But i am just over stressed up i guess.... Oh ya and recently have a lost of appetite or sometime will have super good appetite... i dun know why ... one moment dun feel like eating the other moment you see me eating food that have a strong taste like beef or something... Haiz...

Have i really tried my best???

I dun know what to say but then i just feel totally totally depressed after the 3 papers... out of the 5 papers that i have this semester, 3 of them i have foundation before in poly... and yet sad to say is that those 3 papers that i have taken 2 of them are what i learn in poly.

But then, i fail to score for both papers... Ya the result is not out yet but then i know it myself... how can you score when 75% of Electronic principle is left blank? and how can you score when 35% of ur Maths papers are blank and out of the 65% done, 20% is anyhow guessed....

I feel so down... I dun know....It is that i have not study hard enough or is it that the papers are really that hard... I know that during my 13 weeks in school i did not pay much attention but then i put in a lot of effort to study for my papers already... y is it that i still cannot do the papers.... I really dun know what should i do... In poly it was the 1st shot that boast up my confident and helps me to excel in poly... now entering the school with confident and yet now was in a totally stressed out mode... I have never tired that hard for my days in poly and i can score and do the papers in 1.5 hours even when 2 hours is given.... But in uni... 2 hours i used it fully and yet i cannot finished the papers... this is the 1st time in my life that 35% of the maths paper i left blank...It is so depressing...

After the papers i went out with my friends to breath a bit and came home at 9 plus... my mum ask where did i go? you got 1 paper today only why so late... I reply :"Having bad mood" then she say:"Exam cannot do lor? dun study properly la!" Y is it like that, i have tired my best even just now when i took a cab home the cab uncle very nice telling me dun be too upset over the papers... just try ur best.... Y others can tell me that and my mum always say the opposite....

I also want to do my best... I know the school fee is expensive and i also want to complete it fast and dun want to add on to dad burden but i just cannot... I really dun know should i continue to study a not even if i fail a module... Friends around me today have been joking and saying that next semester repeat again... But i dun know... am i really that type that can continue to study in uni??? Should i quit school??? this qn have been in my mind 3 weeks after the school start... till now 15 weeks over and it is still in my mind... in poly i only have the idea i dun like the course for less then 10 weeks and i gave up the idea and change to this course is interesting....

I dun know but i feel like quiting school and go into Dip in early childhood education... maybe that is a better course for me... I dun know... I am super super super stressed.... 2 more papers to go i dun know what will happen.... i guess monday i will go back to school.... cause Maylor says lab 9 is out but not for my class and he did mention that the rest should be in by monday. so i guess monday i will go back to school just to collect the paper i guess....

1st battle is TTL

My 1st battle in uni is a failure... It is the 1st time that i sit for the papers for 2 full hours... and yet i did not finished the papers in fact i did not know how to do the papers i think i can score only 35% hopefully if after moderation and lab i can get C+. Then i shall spend more time on other module and hopefully can chiong an A for it and Average i can get B+...

The 2nd battle is econs... and i completed it ... i think can get 65% and quiz.. therefore i think can get S liao so no worries... haha... now i am going to chiong A for Maths. then the other is java hopefully get A also and then for Digital since my test got A+ i shall carry on and try to score A too...

Jia you ... 3 more modules and i am free from the stress for a few weeks...

Tml is the 1st battle

Tml will be my 1st real battle in uni. And it is sad to say that my revision is not done yet...for my 1st paper i think i can onl do 25% for now... but i am going to do my revision later hopefully can do 75% then i very happy liao... I dun like the papers in uni cause they never let us choose unlike poly we have things like section A do all and section B do 3 out of 4.

But my economics i have study for chapter 1 to 11 but not 12. actually i did try 12 but it is too hard to understand and i am too confused i guess... haha.. anyway i am going to put economics aside for now and start EP cause economics i need another 60 marks for tml papers is enough already cause all i need is a C so not much worried... but EP i need to get B.

Infact getting a B i should be ahame of myself in the sense that i have learn this module before and now i dun remember any.... haiz... but to do it all boils down to my lazy attitude towards study. Prehaps i am not the study kind... Let just try my best. If my results this semester have an average of B then i shall start home tuition and if average is C then i will consider about converting into part time degree program and maybe look for some full time job.

Stupid community center

Ever since the community center was set up opposite my house it have been pissing me off la... so many events that i actually caused disturb to resident life....

If you want social dancing or singing competition you do it in the day time... if you can't take the heat then dun dance... plus your members enjoy the music and dance but please consider about the resident that living nearby... those kids studying for exam like me and those working adults that want some peace when they get home.... it is too much la... 4 or 5 hours of noise pollution to the resident every night... no compensation also... nothing at all.... living here is like hell especially during exam period....

I must get down to study....

No matter what now i must force myself to get down to study... cause i started with maths past year papers and found that i got a lot cannot do... so die la.... zzz.... still trying hard... but i guess should stop maths and get on to 101 and 191 i guess.. cause they are the 1st papers.... haiz...

Study... Study ... Study

Why? Why? Why? Why i cannot settle down to study i have like less than 5 days to exam and i am worried and cannot concentrate on study... why?

Any comments on how can i focused like i used to in poly? Is it that poly provides a better environment for study or what? i dun understand how come i fail to study nowadays... i just dun have the feeling of study... i seems to have mood swing.... i dun know what happen???

Anyway, i must still try to focused. Please help me focused till my exam is over... stop thinking and planning of holidays and thinking of earning money.... stop all that focused in exam now.....

Yes!!! I won.... =)

Yes! I won the debate between me and my java lab test 2 marker. Haha... Feel so dam happy now... Serve you right if you are landed in .... cause i already give you 3 days to reply me but since you did not i have no choice but to inform the module head which i am very good at. in my poly days i always make sure i know every module module head so as easy for me to file a complain... haha...

So too bad if you dun want to reply me... i am not those that let the matter rest easily like others. I will always go for it till i get it... =) Cheers... now i can see my java improving.... from B to B+... hopefully the next one can be A. haha praying hard la... dun know... enough time to get back a not also dun know... haha... anyway i am happy cause i won the battle using email... haha

Finally no more java programming for the time being

Haha, finally there is no more java programming liao no more lab no more lab test... now i am down with my very last lab test 3 report... i am rather pissed off by that stupid marker of mine for my java lab test 2. mark my function as error when my function is correct and i send email to correct him he dun want to reply me. fine... if i dun get ur reply by tml, i am going to Maylor... And i dun care whatever the reasons is for not being able to reply me. Too embarrased to admit your mistake? come on i no longer having the flame in me already but if you continue not to reply me you are only adding on oil to the unfinshed burning flame. One word of advice: "you are only playing with fire".

Friends in poly will know that every semester i will find fault with someone in the position of either marker or lecturer or lab tech. if you want me to continue then be it. I think althought i dun like the lecturers here but then i will still say that a couple of them are still nice and friendly... like my 101 and 103 tutors. they are great. =)

I really missed those days in poly whereby i get to find teachers to clear all the qn that i have... how i wished that i am still in poly... y poly dun provide us with direct degree courses... sad sad...

Trying to overcome

I am still trying to overcome myself... for all the stuff in uni. I believed it is the life biggest challenge that i have so far. Trying to finished my 101 report and log book tidy up and get it ready for submission on monday. Hopefully can get it done by later then i shall try and play around with my java the trees coding so that i can excel in the lab test tml.

Oh ya and friends that are with me last friday, I am so sorry... i know i lost my temper when i dun get a good result i hope that your can understand and forgive me. I am not good at controlling my temp as everyone is scoring and i am the only one left behind... I still cannot get used to the seeing others score while i dun life... I am being pampered in poly i guess... always being the top scorer amoung my friends and class...

I can't stand it now but i will try to score and get motivated to study or maybe just get used to not being a top scorer as long as results are good enough to pass... which path should i choose i dun know. paths a have nice rewards at the end but it is tough and rocky road... path b have nice smooth road but the end rewards is as good as nothing.... I really dun know... I need to hear more advices...