Thanks a lot

Thanks a lot my groups of friends out there. Thanks for helping me. Just a sentence of :"dun worry, we have completed most of our parts liao so we can help u once we finished ours." Even help have not started but i am grateful to ur liao. it really cool me down a bit...

Today, i am sure everyone is awared that a EEE student stabbed a prof and kill himself by jumping off the building in school.... It is sad to hear that. But i was thinking if i am in year1 and 2 i will have done that if i am really over stressed and cannot take it. But if i am a going to grad student why should i do that. Although the details of y the prof was stabed is not known but i believed it might be the prof have threaten to fail his fyp or something... if not how can a year 4 do this kind of thing... it is really frightening...

However, It might be depression that cause stuff like that to happen... Studying in uni will really cause depression if not handled well...
I knew that depression will cause the thinking of killing urself because i do not deny that i did think of killing myself be4 too... but that was many years back... in my PSLE i think... cause families members have been saying stuff like if u don't get 200 u dun come back.. i mean that is mean la... i was only 11 years old then u know... crying for no reasons, crying urself to sleep and staring out of the windows thinking how to kill urslf if u fail to score 200... haha anyway that is all the past liao. But luckily i score above 200 if not ... who knows you might not get to see me or know me.. lol.....

till now in uni i think it is a stupid way to do that... but when a person suffer from depression, u will not know what u are doing... hmm... infact the point when my dad kana stroke and i was in uni trying hard to cope with school work it really put me off... i am almost working till i drop dead on the study table or the side table of my dad's wards... I am trying to numb myself by working hard... but sad to say it is working hard but not smart like i used to in poly... haha nvm... it is all over.

Hopefully i will grad with a uni cert soon... just like poly... the more senior u are the more things get easier... lol... fat hope i guess... haha okie gtg drop dead in my bed liao if not tml cannot pay attention in class....