Monday, September 13, 2010

I want it BACK!!!

I want is back!!!

I want my caring daddy to come back... i still rmb in sec 3 when daddy fall down from the roof top and broke his right leg yet he still drive me to school every morning...

When i was back in poly if i never reach home by 08.30pm he will call and ask me to wait for him in school he will come and picked me up... and drive me to school whenever it is 0800 lesson....

I really really missed those days.... Now my daddy turn into a totally different person... he only know how to ask me to help him type his bills, quotation and his work related stuff....

Does not even care about me anymore... Yesterday, When i was in pain for my leg.... due to certain reasons i also dunno ... and yet he did not even ask a thingy... and ask me to type his bill for him... I am not expecting anything more... Just 1 sentence and I will be happy and glad.... Just 1 sentence : "What happen? How is it?" Is it that difficult... I am totally disappointed by his action... no care and concern.... I no longer feel the loved that he used to shower me with.... I am in a lost in a sudden.... It is so.... so.... disappointed...

Hopefully, my leg will recover in these few days... which i think is hard also... cause CCA needs to walk around alot ... and i am surviving on my ankle support... which is just of no use... it is still very painful... but strange is that i did not sprain my ankle... it is just that i walk a distance too far for the whole day i guess... but how come... this time is so bad... that is still in pain ... last time it only lasted 1 day.... I am so so puzzled.....

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