As the days of LDS is counting nearer, I start to feel the stress... as i have this stack of claim waiting for me to invoice them starts to pile up... and i was like =.=
Stressed out not only due to work but also some other problem like:
1. FYP what am i suppose to choose....
2. CCA hope that meeting will not clash with tuition
3. Hope that i can manage my tuition till end of the year...
4. What i am suppose to do with such stupid schedule on a weekdays...
Hazi... it is all my fault...
I can't even find time to destressed myself... my colleague are all asking me: "do you ever think/feel tired... " Right down in my heart: "Yes! I do" but then I will still say: "Hmm... still ok la.. got used to it liao... "
I dun know sometimes i just dun need to be so strong, I am a girl I can just find someone else shoulder to lean against and pour out all the unhappiness... but i found that i can't... I dun know why... I just cannot pass my own personal trap... I just cannot get out...
Finding a guy that is successful in his career and can let you lead a good life after married to him is every girls dream. But how many % can do that.... I dream to be staying in those landed housing and also have my own maid and stuff.. so i dun have to do house work i can just do those i like, for example cooking and i can leave those i dun like to the maid example washing and eating... lol as the person cooking i always ended up eating the least.... lol ....
Anyway... I hope min i will be able to afford a maid and a car... landed housing maybe in the mid 40's ...
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