Closure!!!

Yup! I am going on to Closure.... So sorry for friends that are not in NTU, We got to get lost of touch in maybe 1 months?? haha 1 Nov till 1Dec. Cause i need to have closure... for my Exam... lol... Yup 1 month of Exam preparation and Exam. It is not any easy stuff.... cause your know la... from young i had never study so hard in life... lol... other then the O's... But looking back... PSLE, O's and poly is just like a having fun.... So sometimes, i see ppl happily laughing or what when they revise in group, i always want to say to them: "Don't laugh too early, Uni life is gonna be ..... "I can only say it is almost like the 18th level of HELL... Yeah i know it is bad to discribie it this way but i really feel it this way... lol....

Never in my life have i worked so hard and yet there is not much sence of achievement... it is like..... zzzz.... okie... nvm... I am gonna study hard and also play hard after Exam... After Exam still got DDP.... But after DDP my friends wants to go to KL and genting... I really feel like going... but i think the day they going to set off is my 'sis' Secondary one posting and reporting to school day. Yeah her bro can accompany her, but will he wants to??? And her grandma is dignose with Cancer just a few days ago and it is said that the cancerous cells is too big to be removed... she can only undergo treatment... it is really saddening to see a kid at such a tender age going through so much... i know friends is important for kids like her, but i really wants her to get away with her primary school friends cause i got a feeling is that they are not a good company for her.... Her grandma is in unstable condition now... as in no one will know what will happen after the treatment right??? But i really pray hard that GOD will acutally give her the will power and get cured of Cancer... it is definately sad.... How many of ur out there stopped having a mum around at a tender age of about 4. And she grew up with her father, although she gets to see her mum once in a while but very seldom. And the dad is working so hard to provide them with the best.... so her grandma is the one that take care of them all this while... yet now she is in an unstable condition... i can still remember last year when my dad kana stroke i was like a total break down not to say that she have been through so much more then me...

I really pray that GOD will lift any spell that is cast on this poor family...
1st: Grandma kana stroke
2nd: Uncle kana Cancer (Died after 3-4 months)
3rd: Grandma got admitted again due to some bleeding at private part.
4th: Auntie kana Cancer (lucky, cured now)
5th: Grandma kana Cancer....

Why does all this happen to such nice ppl.... I really pity this little girl for all the things that she have to go through.... How many of you out there does: washing whole family clothes, Cooking for the whole family, doing all the housework like sweeping , mopping and ironing.... Dun say about your i myself only does all this when my mood is really good... but she is forced into doing all this at a age of about 11............ Really praying hard and hope that her grandma cancer cells will be killed or get smaller after the treatment so that she can cut it out of the body....

GET WELL SOON. Praying hard........................................................................................

So since she is treating me like sis... as in she will still tell me things that she feels ... so i want to try to accompany her till a stage of life where she can be more independance like poly... ??? I dun know.... But i just hope that she will not turn into one of those arh lian and she will be someone useful in the society........

Okie i think i will stop here liao... shall blog again later after my revision....