Week 10 Day 2

Well well well... It has been 10 weeks since i start my internship with this german mnc. Well overall life in my department is 1 word: Slack... Well this can be both good and bad. Good: slacking at work and getting paid. Bad: My poor report will be super thin...

However, i dun like the people here. People in cetain department is just so brainless... as i was sending out email for asking them to sign attached so that we can replace their old laptop. It is juz super stupid they go one big round and started asking people to brief me what the laptop is used for. Why the hell i need to know how u use ur laptop u throw on the floor i also don't care! I just want u to sign and return the form to me... Freak right?

Anyway work here is rather sian... repeating the same thing again and again and keep seeing more and more stupid ppl having or doing stupid stuff... Well I will not say that i am very very clever but certain things are just common sense... Juz finished a team meeting and it was like OMG so many ppl no sense can be manager... my GM said even a intern knows that when we can account invoice then all of them should be down as she can be a manager... lol I know it is impossible but still it is true! lol

Okie so much of complains, I shall get back to work... i think i will have a very very busy month....

Interns are the most miserable ppl in the world...

Yes! Interns are the most miserable ppl in the whole working industry.... Cause... They are not treated like humans... they are treated like robot. They are just required to work 8 hours a day even if there is no job for them... They must try to act busy cause it is part of their work... They are not allowed to have leave, they are not allow to have public holidays when it falls on sat. WTF is that! Sorry for using the F word... But the freaking company juz dun treat me as a human...

I need to work 8 hours a day and out of that 6 hours are spend stoning... It is juz rubbish... NVM about that and in 5 months of work they expect no leave and no PH! It is juz so freaking stupid!!!

arh!!! I am getting more and more upset with the way this mnc works... It is the worst MNC. They dun treat their staff well... It is a rubbish mnc... it is juz a sucky mnc... so never ever think that mnc are good cause not all is the case...

Rotting at work

Well.... For the past 2 days at work was totally sucky... Why? Cause there is nothing to do... Hazi... I only send out maybe 4-5 emails everyday and it will be only take at most 2hours of working hours and the other 6hours i spend them on surfing the web and stuff... Well when i find the mood i will do my IAP report... It is so tiring.. but now i am feeling better cause my colleague helpped me to seal up the air con hole with masking tape and my seat now are more comfi... Thanks!

However, I still feel very boring... I dun know why too!!! Last time i work at ADC as project executive, I also work in a desk bounded environ but I was much happier working there... Why??? I also not sure... I hope i can find back why i like the job and put it into my current job... Cause when i like a job, i can work on it 24/7 and yet feel happy... but now i only spend 8hours per day and 5 day per week and i am sicked and tired of my job liao... what can i do to make life more interesting?? Hazi... I rather have a busy work scope that i can constantly work on rather than to act busy.... which is not what i want to... Hazi....

Wish me good luck!

Well... Why do i need luck? Cause i am going for Post Grad Dip in Edu program interview this coming thus 11Aug. I really hope that i can get in. It is a track that i always want to go =)

Well... I wanted to go into teaching cause i have the passion to teach. I like to see the children/teenager grow from no where to they listen to me and advance in their studies.

I read the forum that the interviewer are generally fine. but the qn they ask will be very hard... lol

Week 4 Day 2

I am once again declared to have lost to the Flu Bug in the office... after (3X5)+1 = 16days....

I really dun understand... Am i really that weak that i will 100% suffer from the Flu Bug when i am working in air-con area about 7-8hours a day??? When i was in poly, 10 weeks IAP and I suffer from flu bug 2 times... this time round 22 weeks IAP what should I do?? Anyway to keep the Flu bugs away??? Yesterday, I felt tired... Today, I am not feeling that tired but I am offically declared down with Flu... Well hopefully it is a come and go and it will be okie by tml... But from my past few years Flu experience, the chances of that happening is only 20%. Well but there is still hope and hopefully can recover really soon... I am drinking the chinese flu medication and i am going to wack the clarinese later... I am so going to wastons later to get my medication... GOD, you either get me really ill that i can skip work with MC or you make me recover really really soon...

Another thing that pissed me is my bf. He said he wants to quit school cause his work is very busy with his work... I really want to know did he even think of our future... If he dun get his certification, I really dun see the future... My parents are some how not very happy about him not in local uni. So inorder to save the relationship he must really work hard to at least get his degree. If you can't take the harshness now... How can you take the harshness that will come with even higher impact at a later stage of life... Well... I already trash out things with him via msn and ask him to think over it... Hopefully he can really carry on with studies and dun give up too easily... I also put in alot of hard work inorder to reach the last stage of my uni life... So I hope that my partner will be able to do so too... so that next time no matter how tough things is we can tacker them together and i will not be alone in tacking matters.

Hazi... I shall end here and get back to work... although i dun really have the mood to do so... lol

Update! Update! Update!

It has been a while since the last update. Oh well generally was busy as usual and also feeling lazy... lol... Anyway, I shall update from the day i received my final EXAM result from NTU.

I was generally happy with the result overall, I got 3.8 for this semester which is really a high score for me. But it is still not enuff for me to get my 3rd class T_T, I still need to get an A for my IAP. Well, it is not too difficult but it is not too easy as well. Therefore, I will try my very best for the next 22 weeks to get my A. I really hope that I can do it!

Well, then followed by is NTU June Summer Camp. Generally, I was happy cause the event was a success! My centre has the most participants for both days =D and all the kids and teenager that went for the camp enjoyed themselves a lot! Well after the 1 month plus of hard work, all the tirdness disappear after seeing all the smiling faces of the kids and teenager and elderly.

Next will be my rotting days at home.. After the June summer camp, I was stucked at home rotting... only went for 2 hours + of tuition each day. Now, I am looking forward to my IAP starting date which is next Monday! Daimler HERE I COME!!!! lol

Exam Result

Well in another 23 hours or so my exam result will be release. Well i am not hoping much for my result, I just pray hard that i can passed all my subject can le... I want to clear all my subject and dun want to add a burden to my daddy. Daddy is getting older and older... Although he is rather irraiting that he is behaving like a kid and the negative stuff that he always says to mummy. I wonder if he knows all that he said was hurtful or not...

Well I just pray that I passed all my subject this semester and daddy de leg recover faster. It really heart broken to see him in pain every night... I buy him a lot of products in hope for his good health...recovery of his leg. Hope that the $80 plus i spend today will make him feel better and he recover faster.

Well other then worrying for my exam result, I am stoning at home and feel like gonna rot already... Just started a new tuition today but the kid was alright but the address was far... lol... But he is my ex-sup de son so what can i do? I feel pai seh if i dun take him in. But i hope that we will see improvment by his ca2 ba. Although i not very keen to teach him all the way from p4 to p6 but still hope he can make improvements.

Hazi... that is about all for now... Back to my count down and drama.