Rotting at work

Well.... For the past 2 days at work was totally sucky... Why? Cause there is nothing to do... Hazi... I only send out maybe 4-5 emails everyday and it will be only take at most 2hours of working hours and the other 6hours i spend them on surfing the web and stuff... Well when i find the mood i will do my IAP report... It is so tiring.. but now i am feeling better cause my colleague helpped me to seal up the air con hole with masking tape and my seat now are more comfi... Thanks!

However, I still feel very boring... I dun know why too!!! Last time i work at ADC as project executive, I also work in a desk bounded environ but I was much happier working there... Why??? I also not sure... I hope i can find back why i like the job and put it into my current job... Cause when i like a job, i can work on it 24/7 and yet feel happy... but now i only spend 8hours per day and 5 day per week and i am sicked and tired of my job liao... what can i do to make life more interesting?? Hazi... I rather have a busy work scope that i can constantly work on rather than to act busy.... which is not what i want to... Hazi....

Wish me good luck!

Well... Why do i need luck? Cause i am going for Post Grad Dip in Edu program interview this coming thus 11Aug. I really hope that i can get in. It is a track that i always want to go =)

Well... I wanted to go into teaching cause i have the passion to teach. I like to see the children/teenager grow from no where to they listen to me and advance in their studies.

I read the forum that the interviewer are generally fine. but the qn they ask will be very hard... lol

Week 4 Day 2

I am once again declared to have lost to the Flu Bug in the office... after (3X5)+1 = 16days....

I really dun understand... Am i really that weak that i will 100% suffer from the Flu Bug when i am working in air-con area about 7-8hours a day??? When i was in poly, 10 weeks IAP and I suffer from flu bug 2 times... this time round 22 weeks IAP what should I do?? Anyway to keep the Flu bugs away??? Yesterday, I felt tired... Today, I am not feeling that tired but I am offically declared down with Flu... Well hopefully it is a come and go and it will be okie by tml... But from my past few years Flu experience, the chances of that happening is only 20%. Well but there is still hope and hopefully can recover really soon... I am drinking the chinese flu medication and i am going to wack the clarinese later... I am so going to wastons later to get my medication... GOD, you either get me really ill that i can skip work with MC or you make me recover really really soon...

Another thing that pissed me is my bf. He said he wants to quit school cause his work is very busy with his work... I really want to know did he even think of our future... If he dun get his certification, I really dun see the future... My parents are some how not very happy about him not in local uni. So inorder to save the relationship he must really work hard to at least get his degree. If you can't take the harshness now... How can you take the harshness that will come with even higher impact at a later stage of life... Well... I already trash out things with him via msn and ask him to think over it... Hopefully he can really carry on with studies and dun give up too easily... I also put in alot of hard work inorder to reach the last stage of my uni life... So I hope that my partner will be able to do so too... so that next time no matter how tough things is we can tacker them together and i will not be alone in tacking matters.

Hazi... I shall end here and get back to work... although i dun really have the mood to do so... lol

Update! Update! Update!

It has been a while since the last update. Oh well generally was busy as usual and also feeling lazy... lol... Anyway, I shall update from the day i received my final EXAM result from NTU.

I was generally happy with the result overall, I got 3.8 for this semester which is really a high score for me. But it is still not enuff for me to get my 3rd class T_T, I still need to get an A for my IAP. Well, it is not too difficult but it is not too easy as well. Therefore, I will try my very best for the next 22 weeks to get my A. I really hope that I can do it!

Well, then followed by is NTU June Summer Camp. Generally, I was happy cause the event was a success! My centre has the most participants for both days =D and all the kids and teenager that went for the camp enjoyed themselves a lot! Well after the 1 month plus of hard work, all the tirdness disappear after seeing all the smiling faces of the kids and teenager and elderly.

Next will be my rotting days at home.. After the June summer camp, I was stucked at home rotting... only went for 2 hours + of tuition each day. Now, I am looking forward to my IAP starting date which is next Monday! Daimler HERE I COME!!!! lol

Exam Result

Well in another 23 hours or so my exam result will be release. Well i am not hoping much for my result, I just pray hard that i can passed all my subject can le... I want to clear all my subject and dun want to add a burden to my daddy. Daddy is getting older and older... Although he is rather irraiting that he is behaving like a kid and the negative stuff that he always says to mummy. I wonder if he knows all that he said was hurtful or not...

Well I just pray that I passed all my subject this semester and daddy de leg recover faster. It really heart broken to see him in pain every night... I buy him a lot of products in hope for his good health...recovery of his leg. Hope that the $80 plus i spend today will make him feel better and he recover faster.

Well other then worrying for my exam result, I am stoning at home and feel like gonna rot already... Just started a new tuition today but the kid was alright but the address was far... lol... But he is my ex-sup de son so what can i do? I feel pai seh if i dun take him in. But i hope that we will see improvment by his ca2 ba. Although i not very keen to teach him all the way from p4 to p6 but still hope he can make improvements.

Hazi... that is about all for now... Back to my count down and drama.

Farewell my beloved grandma

This post is to create memory of my beloved grandma. Although it is only my maternal grandma but i really loved her for what she is... No matter is it the grandma that is healthy and prepare dishes for me when i visit her or is it the grandma that is slightly ill and talk like a children.... I really miss her alot! I was still thinking of every year can cook her favourite pineapple tarts for her every year after year... But never do i know that this year is the first and last year i am going to bake pineapple tarts for her. I really cannot forget the smile she give me when she was happily eating pineapple tarts bake by me.... Grandpa why are you treating me like this.... I prayed that you dun take Grandma away for so many hours... But why are you still bringing her with you....

Grandma please take care and walk well, remember to find Grandpa up there....

Okie, back to yesterday:

I tot that i could study 416 for 1 day and then go down to temple help grandma pray and then go to TTSH find grandma today after my paper.... Who knows my uncle was admitted to TTSH as well due to lungs infection also. so i have to go down to TTSH as they say my uncle condition was very bad and might go anytime...

But i was still happy cause i manage to finish and understand my 416 fully but then... When the doctor call me 15mins before my exam TTSH doctor call me and said that grandma got even more ill overnight and suffer heart attack last night everything seems to fly away from my brain... I was totally blank minded.... I could rmb nothing that i study when i awaits the start of the exam... I was trying to put up a smile infront of everyone so that i will not burst out crying...

To act as if nothing happens... I wanted to join my friends for lunch but my brother call and say grandma is critical so i skipped my lunch and rush to TTSH in a cab. I was there the whole afternoon and tot that the condition was stable and I tot after the last blood presure test i would leave for my tution but then the last blood presure test was bad and i cancel my tuition and stuff and stay with grandma for her last breath.... I know she suffer alot but the grandma i see on monday was still lively and i tricked her to eat just like a big baby... she smile at me and commented that the food is nice making me feel happy too.... But i really missed her now....

R.I.P grandma

Final Semester of Studies in NTU

Well... Time flies... It has been 6 semester since I first step into NTU. It is also my last semester having exam in NTU if everything goes successfully. Well this semester other than project, it is a slightly more relaxing semester for me. As I only took 4 modules and 2 of them are elective, 2 of them are core. The other 2 are elective and both of them i have a interest in it so i think will not score that badly and should be able to secure at least a B in these module of course i am hoping for a A- la... but keeping my finger crossed and hope that everything will go well... Thanks to the YOG2010, Now my Exam clashes with the primary school ones and my CCA have to continue and my tuition also need to continue as a result i really don't know how well can i do it.

Well, at least after this thursday i touch a bit more on my FYP and i am going to relax and start mugging for my Core and hopefully can cover all the topics that have taught for the past 12 weeks in 2 weeks... dots... i know it is abit too rush but hope everything will go well this sem and i need to clear all and thats it! I am off to IAP and finally graduation!!! Which i am really looking forward to it!